So sick of waiting .

This is how my life work . Perhaps , I can never have you , never , because both of

us are different , way too different . Well I going to name this person " 1'' who had

steal you away from me .Why wouldn't you understand " 1" acting and say love you

, but you already 1 was toying you , but why are you still continue to love 1 ? Stupid .

Can't see I am the one who you can love and hug forever ? I'll always stay with you

love you , on your side ? Why can't you break the reality and love me ? Why can't you

realise I am the one who love you more than myself ? Nevermind , our chance to get

into the same secondary school is 20% only , so I should face reality and stay away

from you ? From now onward , you live yours , I live mine , we are separate , I will

tried my very best to forget you , and work hard and get well in studies , cause I wanna

achieve my goal and dreams ! Today , I was worry about you , and I call you , but you

didn't seem to be please talking to me , and ignore me . I wanna tell you to be careful

when you are out . Since you doesn't think that I'm exist , so I decided to forget you ,

and change myself to become prettier let you regret , I'll get famous . You live your

own way , I will never care about you , or get love pain by you , BYEBYE ! It's gonna

be hard for me ... Talk is cheap , I know once you left footsteps in my heart ,

Maybe you called this love ?(All this NOT referring to J )

You know , I won't , then why wouldn't you quickly say you want me ?

I know you don't love me , I know I was dreaming , all I can be with you

was only can be in my dream . I dream about you, what about you ?

I love you , I call this love , I don't love other , just you . Why

it is so hard that I can't be with you ? Maybe we can only be

friends forever ? I miss you .

So sick of waiting for you ,

So sick of Love songs ...