find it , I search the whole house , why ? on Friday 10 pm I went to sleep , before I sleep
I remember my PSLE & form were in the file , and I put understand the letter to keep safe
However, I woke up on Saturday , i didn't see it anymore , I thought it was my mom who
keep it,so i didn't ask , soon on Sunday I want to keep it o my bag for Monday , it gone ! My
mom didn't keep it , and IT'S GONE! Who took it ? Or... I don't know, I got scolded by my
mom , she scold me , my sister scold me , she said that , I am useless , goodfornothing,
idiot , tumor . I got so hurt and angry after hearing that , however I shutup , My mom
said I am stupid and said i didn't take care well . I was so angry and innocent, what did
I do , it wasn't me , I wonder who , and how ? Today morning , 7.15 went to school with mom
then wait till 9 get a form and register ,but how about My PSLE Cer ? This is really a mystery
who ,when ,how ,why ? My mom even said I'm a stupid child that troublesome them , I
wonder , if I am stupid , how will I get express i PSLE ? I tired my best already , and choose
JWSS which I don't want just wanna let you happy , but I did so much in PSLE , I study and study
. But , you didn't compliment me at all , but scold me . My mom always compare me and
my sister, she said my sister can study and can go Collage , but I am lousy ad lazy .
I already tried so hard to be good and prove to you , why did you still did this to me ?
Am I a tumor ? Am I such a letdown ? Maybe I am ...
My love , we have choose different school , we may not go in the same 98% for sure .
But , I tried to forget you , I tried to hate you , I tired to erase you , but It's hard
The more I tried the more I remember you , I love you , but face reality , We
are from different world , I'm from Venus , you're from Mars .I'm so sorry , I love you
I can't forget you , I wonder how my secondary school life goes on , without you , I can't live .
Remember to find me , Remember to call me , I miss you , forever love you ,
I love you forever . But I have to let you go , goodbye , I can't be with you , REALITY .
I hate god .
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