I have no ideal

Somehow , I wonder why humans being are created ? Some Humans are evil, some don't.

I always miss my childhood , holding my mummy's hand . She will lead me .Now I have grown up

She walk her side , I walk mine . Like , letting me to face problem on my own . Oh , yesterday night

I was sick , I don't know why ?? I was coughing in a sudden and running nose . My body felt so hot ,

I was perspiration , even thought the fan was just beside me. I couldn't sleep well , it is like in

the hell. Anyway , yesterday was a chaos . HEHE . He made me a jelly on Sunday , so he gave it to

me on Monday , I ate it and felt like vomit, i did vomit a little , I let my friends tried , they vomit too

The jelly was really bad , but in order not to break his heart , I ate finished , some of my friends

ask me not to eat it , cause maybe will cause stomach hurt , but I told them , " NVM , his sincerely made

this for me , i should eat finished " As, he had never made jelly for a girl before, and it is not common , guy

made jelly for girls , so I guess I am the first one for him. But , I don't know if I should accept him ?

Oh , after that , lots of problem starts . Sshh !