Wednesday, 16 May 2012

 You just can't stop running away from me, when you're the one i gave all my heart to.
Hello people. How's life ? Well, it's been really bad for me these days, i receive results worse than
my shit. Mostly all of them are disappointing, i don't even know how to give my parents. Well, I tell
you all, my results straight away when i know every papers. Today, i didnt went for CCA, instead i
went to a CIP Volunteer Service, and i quite proud of myself somehow. I finally able to have a chance
to be Volunteer because i always wanted to help other people. My mission is to teach tuition for those
poor people, and help them every Saturday morning. I'm now officially their long term Volunteer, YAY!
I think im like showing off. LOL .__. Malaysia Trip is two weeks away, im like so excited and self hyper.
So, today wasn't a good day for me, i guess. He walked passed me a lot of times and he actually talk to me
abit. Even had an awkward moment with him inside the classroom, we didn't talk and just sit there do
NOTHING. I feel like my chance just wasted and i shall go and die, seriously. Usually, guys should make
the first move, but he seem to heck care about me. Perhaps, we're not close friend yet and big thing
happened between the two of us. Yes, i don't really blame him, i just love him too much that i willing
to be his anything. But somehow, i wish someday he can understand that i really love him. Everyday, we
didn't talk, it's like the most painful thing that im suffering . Ok, i know i always write about him,
and it's quite boring anyway. Im sorry, because when you love someone, you eventually think about him
all day. Trust me, it's the hard to forget someone you love so much.
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Hey, we didn't talk for quite awhile. Did you miss me, like how much I miss you? Have I ever came 
across your mind ? And did you find yourself thinking that " Damn, i miss her . "

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