Come, play with me ★

Trust me, a fake smile can hide millions tears.

Have you ever experience, when someone ask you " Are you okay ? " You feel like, you're can't

fake it and said " Im alright. " Because, you doesn't want people who love you worried for you.

And usually, you smile to people even when you're like the saddest person. Things just happen,

people come and go, who wouldn't hurt my heart? This road is never been easy for me, i have

to walk with it, bear with it, cry with it, suffer with it. I want to make people smile, and

bright up their world, even though i know i can't bright up my own world. 

Hi,im not like those people who wanna blog about how long story about chim words. Basically,

Im just having problems, i guess? Not that big, it's just that i can't find the place i belong to,

like i can't find the real me. I guess, most people felt that way too. It's just a part of life, and this

show that you're just growing and facing this society, nothing big. Anyway, i had my tests - it's 

was good until i found my fear during math paper. I doesn't know how to do, not even one 

question, i was sweating, shaking, worrying. You don't know how afraid i was, i spend all my

time revising on math, yet i can't pass. I knew it, i always failed my math ever since Primary 5.

Well, it's another boring June holiday, but excited for Malaysia camp with my friends ! Yay, it's 

like all my best friends get to go with me (: But Chermin didn't go, ): Okay, i need to study for

DNT, it's like why is there DNT test ?! This few day, im not in my mood cause due to some 

particular reasons, or perhaps sometimes, you just sit there and get sad but you don't know why.

You're just so sad, that you totally can't smile, and totally staring at wall. Trust me, you're not

the only one, everyone in this world get to experience once in their lifetime. Well, got to go!

Stay happy and enjoy your day!