Just Need Some Medicines

Hey Peeps ! Just finished my dinner. Well, this afternoon , Huanglaoshi saw me sitting alone and she is curious and ask me " Lih Tyng , why are you sitting alone ? Ok mah ?"

I smile at her " maybe ." At 1.30 , I went with Afrina,Izzah,Yanti and Erma to Izzah's house

(ALL Malay except me , a Chinese ) I went there cause to learn dancing . Soon , we reached, they spoke lots of Malay words and even her family spoke Malay to one another . I don't understand a single words . They forgotten I'm Chinese . Haiz , I don't even have a true friend to depends on . What can I do , but to be in other world . They tried to spoke English , but they always forget . Luckily, we learned some of it .So, I'm going to be busy , I'll be going to Izzah's house t rehearsal until,the day come. I'll be on the weekday cause , some of the members are not free on weekend. After that , I went home , I ran home with Afrina . Tiring,but fun.

Just now, I just got a fight with Cheryl.Haiz , what she said was really not true .But some of the friends believe her but not me at all . I'm trying to find out her true color . Yet, no one believe it . I hope she could stop lying . Oh, I saw E & J doesn't seem to be very happy. J hurt her , yet she still want him. I told her and warn her not to be foolish and last she get hurt already. Haiz,humans being are so complicated,what people treat a person so well,yet the person doesn't care with you . That kind of feeling,I really hope someone can replaced it for awhile. If you all may think I'm the one who love to talk about the past and think I love to break people's happiness . Think twice,what have you did to me in the first place ? Why would I love to talk about the past ? cause my scars are still on it,yet you didn't help me with it,but ignore me . I'm hurt , I'm just needed you to stay by my side . Just a simple request from you all.