Do you realise the pain of losing you ?
I have to say goodbye , but I know I am not strong enough to tell you, Sorry, I really
can't bless both of you happiness . Whenever I saw the both of you , I just can't take it
anymore . Both of you are like lovebirds . Which making me more & more heartbreaking
I hate both of you for being " don't love,want love" those kind of attitude , Making me sick
and disgusted of both of you . If you want to love , love that stupid playboy ? You are wrong
so wrong . I can't do anything anymore . Goodbye to you . I could only say " your choice "
( I am not a lesbian , please stop thinking of that ) I love you and care you as a true friend.
I hope you could really just wake up now .
Teach me , How do I say goodbye to someone, I can't live without ? It is too complicated .
Take me away .

Creepy (:

Happy Halloween Everybody ! Creepy . Hehes . In American, Children will dress in creepy costumes

and went to every houses and " Knock , Knock" "Happy Halloween miss! Sweet Treats please ?" Then the owner

will smile and give the sweets to their " you all are so cute (: " But, in Singapore .Children won't dress those kind

of creepy costumes , but some will do "Knock,Knock " "Auntie,Sweet Treats Please?" The owner replied" You kids

got nothing better to do it is ? Still call me Auntie , I'm 28 only leh ! " Close the door * Hahas, I love Halloween.

On Halloween, People in American, eat pumpkin ,I eat orange . Hahas . Funny ? Seriously, I just ate oranges .Well,

anyway . I am so excited about the graduation day coming , cause I don't know why , I trip on my feet. I want

Sweets Treat TOO !!! I want to take a risk and knock people's door , but I'm shy . Anyway, I'll be posting everyday,

I guess so, depends . Oh, I'm so lazy to wash my school shoes , but I'm still have to cause it has been two weeks, since

I didn't wash already . Oops,I let out the secret . Hm, I'm wondering about the dancing group . Damn excited,but I don't

know which day it is , cause teachers are too busy to tell us . Oh, anyway , Happy Halloween ! Stay Creepy !

Just Need Some Medicines

Hey Peeps ! Just finished my dinner. Well, this afternoon , Huanglaoshi saw me sitting alone and she is curious and ask me " Lih Tyng , why are you sitting alone ? Ok mah ?"

I smile at her " maybe ." At 1.30 , I went with Afrina,Izzah,Yanti and Erma to Izzah's house

(ALL Malay except me , a Chinese ) I went there cause to learn dancing . Soon , we reached, they spoke lots of Malay words and even her family spoke Malay to one another . I don't understand a single words . They forgotten I'm Chinese . Haiz , I don't even have a true friend to depends on . What can I do , but to be in other world . They tried to spoke English , but they always forget . Luckily, we learned some of it .So, I'm going to be busy , I'll be going to Izzah's house t rehearsal until,the day come. I'll be on the weekday cause , some of the members are not free on weekend. After that , I went home , I ran home with Afrina . Tiring,but fun.

Just now, I just got a fight with Cheryl.Haiz , what she said was really not true .But some of the friends believe her but not me at all . I'm trying to find out her true color . Yet, no one believe it . I hope she could stop lying . Oh, I saw E & J doesn't seem to be very happy. J hurt her , yet she still want him. I told her and warn her not to be foolish and last she get hurt already. Haiz,humans being are so complicated,what people treat a person so well,yet the person doesn't care with you . That kind of feeling,I really hope someone can replaced it for awhile. If you all may think I'm the one who love to talk about the past and think I love to break people's happiness . Think twice,what have you did to me in the first place ? Why would I love to talk about the past ? cause my scars are still on it,yet you didn't help me with it,but ignore me . I'm hurt , I'm just needed you to stay by my side . Just a simple request from you all.

A girl waiting for her scene to show her talent .

Hello Humans! Today , it is wonderful . I got chosen in Rapping & Dancing.

I'm telling " I hate uno forever ." Seriously , some of you will understand why ?

Anyway , we went to computer lad , it was damn funny . I kept laughing all the photos and

when I ask Shi Zheng " eh , corporation primary school 35 already right ?"

then he replied " Ya , going to close the school already" LOL , then I shout to everyone ,and said"

CPS is going to fall down already" Everyone laughed , almost I got scolded by Miss Siah .

Oh, I felt so sorry to Wilcent , I didn't bring racket cause I thought he doesn't want to play anymore

but, he bring it today,which I didn't, he looked so sad, and hurt . I still ignore him cause I don't want

to look so seriously that might make him think that I was lying . I think Im gonna apologise.

The evening , Cheryl & I went to stadium and exercise , and took photos . Then went to Michelle's house

and play " TapTap" "truth or Dare." It was fun like hell .I hope tomorrow will be better . Oh, there

nothing much I could say ,but See ya (:

I don't want to be part of your scene .

Your Truly ,

Lih Tyng (:

Confusing of you .

I'm so Confuse . Im in love , but Im in love with a guy in a fairy tales which does not exist at all ! So stupid of me .Silly me , I shouldn't fall in love so easily and should not be right now . I love a fairy tales guy more than a realife . Actually I don'treally like the realife guy , not much then the fairy tales . HAH . I am so stupid (: Anyway, I give up already, warn her so many times , yet don't care of my advice and love a playboy . Silly me , wasting my care on a person who don't care at all . WHAT CAN I DO TO MAKE YOU SEE HIS TRUE COLOR ? I FELT SO ANGRY. I don't want her to regret . Anyway is her choice , I can't stop , I could only stay beside her and nag at her.
Anyway , My dad gave me a touchscreen small lad top cause my dad always saw My sister bully me ,don't let me to use the computer,so my loving daddy gave me . What shall I do now ? Going crazy , which is good . Headache , don't wanna care her anymore . Im hope time could rewind . Seriously , so I can stop her & stop loving a fairy tales guy !
Silly me , quick scold me .

Here is a small note to tell her :
___ , I know that you love him very much , but I really want you to wake up,and stop daydreaming ! He won't give you happiness at all ,he is a playboy. I know,not matter how I nag , you still not gonna listen , but I hope you can be happy , and I'll always be there for you when you need me, so I wish you good luck,don't worry,I didn't mean that not care you anymore,I'll still care about you alot,and I hope you could choose the Right road,whenever it is, I'll be there for you . Take care of yourself !

your truly,

Lih Tyng

Smile , is great , isn't it ?

See That Kid over there ? Look a bit cute :) I bet when he grow up,he'll be handsome .Actually he is a little crazy but very happy :)

Just like my mood today.Morning,Ee Ling said she wanna sit with me ,then my mum let me go out for tomorrow (shh .Don't let Ee Ling know ) I want to give her a surprise . So,I am crazy,I am crazy ,I am happy ! Today is the best day of the year .I guess so :) That boyboy looks so cute that I want to hug him .

Seriously , Haha :) I kept telling myself don't fall in love now,or you regret

so readers never fall in love when you are so young cause you can find someone better when you grew up to be an adult .

So,when I am crazy & happy . My quote will be happier

Here are some which updated:

My urine is undrinkable .

Smile is a Big gift from heaven .

Although the weather was bad , but I am crazy

Your Smiley Writer :

Lih Tyng :)

I Can't Smile

Mood : Downcast

My face was covered with salty water.
I need you the most right now.
I don't even need to blink,cause my eyes are watery with tears.

Thanks Mummy,trying to make me smile,I'm learning

Friendship?

you always said you never let anyone to break our friendship,
you always said that this is such a good fate that you can be my best friends
you always said Friendship is the most important to you,
you always said you never forget me,I cannot forget you
you always wrote my name on your very first place in those memories books.
you promise you never forget me,or break our friendship.
I keep every single promise,& I do everything for you.
For your happiness: I gave up my happiness& gave him to you,I lie to my parents,just to accompany you to let you smile
I cut my waist,just to accompany you to get scolded.For your safety,I protect you& accompany you home together until you reached doorsteps
while other friends went to play.
I tried to hold every single tears,to smile in front of you.
I help you in Studies,yet others drag you to play.
Now because of that stupid boy you forget me.He drag you to play,he don't do all those things for you which I did.
I spent 55 min to find your things in stones& sandy place,while you play.He 's here, I ask him to find for you,he ignore and went to play.
I get dirty,I don't mind,you smile,I smile.
You totally forget me,you put me in number 8 lower than him & friends,I used to be first,now is seem not.
you forget our friendship,you apologise is no used,cause your heart don't seem to tell me so.
What happened to you,you changed so much,you always talk about him.
I left no more friends,you are only the one of my dearest friend.
when I fell in love,I didn't forget you,you are still the first!
Now,you put me to 8.I'm hurt,yet no one cares,no even you,when I'm sad,you blame me,you still chat with friends
This is the friendship you gave me?

Is time to let go,Girl

Hello,PSLE is over,but I felt bored in every time.
anyway,today we going outing,morning I am not feeling well,my heart breaking,headache
so,morning 7.00 reached school,7.15,she forget to bring her key,i felt kinda sad.7.30am while I was talking
with him,he said to me"you are not my cup of tea" this hurt me,yes it do.However,I smile,pretending that I didn't
anything,already heartbreaking,yet another one,soon we take the bus,no one else sit beside me,I felt so sad & hurt
all the way,I was sitting alone,didn't smile nor talk with anyone,as the are busy.Soon,reached,he weather was hot
it was fun until I reached the Clark Que,the Merlion part was fun,I was the model & everyone take photos of me :)
Lots of tourist also took photos of me.Xing Wei,Jia Ping,Jia Xin,Owen and I spoke American Language like the
tourist :) .Soon went back to the bus,Xing Wei & Owen sat behind me,then I waved to the people from all walks
of life,they waved back & smiled,Xing Wei & Owen saw it and join me,it was funny & happy.Soon,reached school
Melissa,Jia Xin,Qian Hui,YukFi,Wilcent,Own and I got scolded from Mrs Loh & Miss Siah,for going near the water to
take photo :P I felt so letting him go.I'm just a stupid girl,I don't the fairy-tales feeling,cause you are not the prince.

Oi, Can I show you this?

Happy Girls are the Prettiest Girls

Life is like drawing a piece of art without an eraser