Friday, 5 October 2012

Everyone else is fake. 
Hello readers. It has been a long long long time since I last blogged. Well, it's mainly because of exams period and
I really have no time to blog as well. Although, still left with history and Home economies, BUT I DON'T REALLY
CARE LOL. During exam period, I wasted little of my time slacking during the Language paper. But, for the main 
paper, i study a lot okay! I totally have no confidence for Science paper, i think i'm gonna score very badly. :(
During exam period, things happened, i've seen through who are the fake ones, and who are not. I was really hurt
 and depressed about everything. However, tumblr makes me so much better, muhaha. Hopefully able to pass my
subjects with flying colors ! Hm, i'm gonna express my feeling, so if you find it boring, please leave. I finally realised
 I've been wasting my whole entire year caring about people who don't give back a fuck. I realised people don't 
really care. I thought those people I care so much, likes me and care for me. But i was wrong, so fucking wrong. 
I had seen through people's true colour. Obviously, you will definitely get hurt from people that you care so so 
so so much,and does not give a damn about you, instead dislike you. People always find me not good enough, not 
caring enough.Some people expect too much from me, and there's no limit to it. I'm not superwoman, nor
 wonderwoman. I'm tired of everything. I'm so tired of the way you treat me, so so so tired. 

Have you ever met someone who's the light within your darkness life, then suddenly become the darkness
of your life? Like you meet that person, and you hardly pay any attention. Then become you're everything.
You care for that person, and then that particularly always give shit about you, yet you still want to care.
Stupid right? It's common for human being, it's like you have someone who so special, then disappear .

I want to live. 


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