Last day of being a lower secondary school student.

Hi people! Haha. As promised, i'm gonna blog about last day of being a lower

secondary student! For your information, it's gonna be quite a long long post. Alright,

since today is the last day of school with 2E3'12. I'm gonna spend it nicely, no more tears

, no more sadness. Morning, had an I and E carnival organized by the school. I already planned

to go try the Haunted house by 3E3, however the queue was super long. Thanks to Shannon

who gave ethel, Jiayu, Chermin and me for the free coupons. Then, brought a candy floss, and

share with people, ate like an idiot. The candy floss keep stick onto my mouth, nose and shirt.

._. Which is really annoying. Then, took many photos with people, and take back my

report book! I did improved, but the results did not turn out well, i could have done better.

I cried a little when Coey hugged me tightly, so embarrassing. It's like, im gonna miss

everybody and especially my clique !!

Alright, Talk less, pictures more time! 

This is 2E3'12, actually took a photo today, but my friend haven't upload yet, so

I couldn't post about that photo. However, this is full attendance of 2E3! Though,

this is not the most awesome class, but it's a class that make me change alot. From

the immature me to a fully grown woman, wtf. I mean, the class share with me lots of

memories, tears and happiness. This class make me me became more sociable. From

strangers to best friends, awesome right? And Ms Goh, we were her very first form class!

During secondary two camp! 

I always wanna thanks Ms Goh for being such a nice and caring teacher, and my beloved

class for being so friendly and united! We might not be able to be in the same class next

year, but memories will always be in my mind ! 

Then .. I'm gonna post a " thank you speech " for my Bigbang Clique. :)

From right to left : Chermin, Yiting, Me, Coey, Si An, Sijie, Jiayu :3

After the 10 months, finally able to take a Polaroid with Bigbang! 7 of us ! I love this

photo the most, because i look good in it, JOKE. Actually, i wanted to scan the photo in

so that it will look nicely, but failed. Actually, we started to have this group since march 26th.

7month of friendship! Though, we often fight and quarrel, because of small little things, that 

caused us to almost separate, but we still always so strong and good! Thank you girls, for

giving me so much memories and happiness, I'm happy to see us growing together and always

together. Thanks for sharing me part of life and taught me how to be stronger, i'm really 

appreciate the things that we did together, I love you girls alot. :)

 Let's look back at our old photos, so embarrassing!

Omg, we look so young and cute !

Nareen and Kokwai with us! These two guys, are the most friendliest guys in 2E3'12

I'm so glad to meet them, and to have a Kindergarden CIP with them. LOL 

Celebrating Sijie's birthday at Sentosa! 

Lastly, im gonna have a thank you speech to everyone inside the clique! 

From the oldest to the youngest ! Actually, im the oldest. LOL, you can't believe

right? I look more like the youngest and the cutest among them right? Ok, JOKE.

Thank you Bigbang!

Since i'm the oldest, i shall thanks myself, thank you Lithyng. Wth . 

I will post according to their  favorite colours !

 This is the 2nd older girl. She's Sijie ! Helloooooo. We've been together for two years already,

and we're like still so super duper close. Thanks for trusting me so much, and always not there,

JOKE. Thanks for always walking to school with me every morning, because i only want to breath

in fresh air only. Isn't it a fate from god? You know me since i was in primary school, and we 

managed to get into the same school and same class for two years! We might not be able to be in 

the same class next year, but i won't forget you that easily unless i'm being brainwash. Still, you're

really a great friend, thanks for always sharing your food with me. You always look like a mother

to me, i don't know why. I'm glad to have you in my life, and hope our friendship still can be as 

hard as a rock, wtf. Though, we often quarrel because of small things in the past, but you 

know that we don't mean it right? Thank you very much, my teddy bear, eeyer. Lovelove !

3rd Older !

This is Chen Si An. HAHA. Whenever i saw her name, i will always laugh at it and tease her 

because she's those really funny action people, that is really funny. Though, we're just good friends, 

and not those close friends, but we're still have awesome memories together. Thanks for always 

making me laugh, and like a mother towards me. HAHA. Our friendship has been one year and 

half a month. Hope that we can continue our friendship. Let's go taiwan together in the future.

I don't know why, but i was much more closer to you in the past. :/ Okay nevermind, hope

we can still be amazing! Let's hang out together someday, my motherly like funny friend!

Thank you very much as well! Love you !

4th old grandmother !

Hello Chermin Tan Tock Seng ! HAHAH, i still remember you used to call me a cutie pie during

secondary one, but now, always guailan me. And thanks for all those really funny moment with

me, thanks for making my day so awesome. I'm glad to have you in my life, and become your 

friend and hangout with you. Such an honor, JOKE. Sometimes, i really envy  how cool you are.

Like, so cool in conversations and jokes. I hope i can learn from you more often. Thanks for being

a great friend with me, thanks for sharing those happy moments with me, and always so cheerful!

Though, we often quarrel and might not be as close as last time, but we're still good friends right?

Thanks for always there for me, appreciate it. :) And i love to stand beside you, because i feel

younger and smaller. HAHA. Stay happy and cheerup, i'll be there for you, but when comes to 

money, don't talk to me. JOKE . Let's hang out more often, and thanks for all the memories !

Thank you for being such a nice and funny friend, my pretty amazing friend ! :) Love ya !

5th ! Yiting :)

I don't have any photo with her, so i can't post any photo cause she hardly go out with us

together , but still thanks for being a great friend, shall thank you via message. Muhaha. Thanks 

for being so guailan and motherly like towards me. And thanks for always there for me! Love you :3

Rockers bodoh !  

6th young girl ! 

 This is the super duper cute friend ! She's Coey, my most awesome T.O.P and

random funny partner. Our epic random always make one another laugh, she's amazing!

Her chim english always make me headache, and i will always guailan her all the times. 

She is so awesome that, you really love to have her around!  She is really funny, HAHA.

Thanks for always there for me, and listen to my problems, and thanks for helping me whenver

i get into troubles. I'm really happy to have you in my life, and thanks for being my friend.

Thanks for making me laugh all the times. I'm so sure, we're not gonna be in the same class

next year, and that's really sad to know. But i hope, you will miss us and don't worry that

we will not forget about you ! Remember to smile, when it comes to hard times, and i'll be

there for you, don't worry my friend ! Thanks for cheering me up when i was down, thank 

you very much, and i love you! My little cookie monster. :3

Youngest !

 This awesome girl here is Jiayu ! I've been quite close with her recently, we shared common

interest, and have fun together. She is great, she's someone who really nice and cute. HAHA

Finally, she smile in this photo, because she hardly smile in photos. I think because of me, 

that's why she smiled ! JOKE. She is damn funny at times as well, the one who i can always

talk about idols with. Thank you Jiayu for always listening to me, and joke with me, really

happy to have you in my life, and let's continue to rock on, LOL. My LOL good friend !

Love you muchmuch !

Lastly, thank you people for making my world so amazing! Love you all !

Thank you people for reading my blog, really appreciate !

Have a great day, and thank you so much !

Live while we're young.

Hi people.

Yesterday, I had a great time with 2E3. So, yesterday morning was about to pon school

with Coey and Jiayu. We were complaining about Marina Barrage trip, and not many people

attend school yesterday. When we reached Marina Barrage, it's all the same thing ._. I've

been there for like 2394049 times. However, the feeling is different. (: We were force to

draw those thing at the marina barrage. From Jiayu push to Yiting, yiting push to Coey,

then push to me ._. I was like " NO." But, i was " last touch" the drawing block ._. I chased

after Coey and Jiayu, haha. Then, we played at the water place there.

 Jiayu forcing me to drink the water ._. 

Then move on to the water museum, then to the marina barrage grassland. It's beautiful (:

The weather was about to rain, thus we had to take photos quickly.   

Regin, me and Vishmita.

Regin and me!

Then, took alot of Polaroid photos using Coey's Polaroid, thanks alot! (:

 Ms Goh, Coey, Yiting, Jiayu and me. 

Beautiful right? (: It's quite saddening because it's not fully yet, still lack of 

Sijie, Si An and Chermin. :( Was about to play catching with Coey, Jiayu and

Vishmita. However, it started to rain heavily. What an unlucky timing. We have

to pack everything and head back to school. When we reached school, it's still

raining really heavily. Got no umbrella with us, thus got to run to Coey's house

under the rain. We were all wet, however thanks to Coey's warm towel. (: 

After drying ourselves, this is how we look like ._.

That's me and Coey! We're like Manowar( a heavy metal band) maybe? Haha. 

Then, Charmaine, Sijie and Si An came, and watch movies with them. 

Watched Slender man, and we scream like what only. 

After that, everybody went home. Had a great time. (:

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Hi people! 

Oh, hellohellohello! It's already the second last week to end of school. I'm so gonna miss my

 class, friends and teachers. I am so going to cherish every moment with them. Well, shall

post about 2E3'12 during the last day of school! Time is too little, i spend too much times on

small little things. Although, i dislike this year the most, but it's a year that let me learn through

all the mistakes. ( Okay, why am i talking about these?) I shall save it for the last day of school.

Since, these few days is script checking day, thus we all get back our results. What else can I 

say? I was flabbergasted by my results. I'm quite disappointed in myself, basically I didn't study

much and didn't spend my wisely. Argh. Okay, whatever. I'll share with you guys my results once

everything is out! Okay, didn't attend cca today, and felt really guilty about it. Although, i was

planing not go for CCA anymore until next year, but i'm so afraid i will lose those cca points.

So argh, really annoying. So went Chermin's house straight away after school, cooked Mee Goreng

. LOL , then went home. I'm so proud of myself that i'm able to exercise at the stadium, though

i belong to those really really lazy type. This holiday, decided to turn myself into a better person.

Like slim down, be healthier etc. I did alot of research about healthy stuff, abit LOL. 

Check this out, this really help! 

Such as this, this really famous 8min Abs workout. LOL

And many more, you can even learn yoga which really helps! ._. I'm like promoting or

 something. I feel so stupid. I even hesitated whether should I post this video. 

That's it, good luck to everybody! Most importantly stay happy! 

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It's never easy to fake a smile, but i'll try, try till I break my skin. 

Nowplaying - Live while we're young. 

OMG ZAYN ZAYN ~ * fangirling* 

Oh hello there! It has been a really long time since I ever blog properly. So, i decided

to change everything! Yup, check out my blog background, and the header picture! 

Everything so nice, omg fangirling* Maybe my previous few posts scared you a little

But it's all because i've been really depression about things, yeah. OK whatever, so 

I'm really NOT excited about my End of year examination results. Cause i got a bad

feeling that i will score really badly about my main paper like science and math. I 

should have study hard since the start of the year >.< But WHAT CAN I DO
OTHER THAN REGRETTING ABOUT IT EVERY SECOND. OMG. I'm so 

gonna study hard next year, ( fake one, always say say only.) Okay, I really gonna

do this shit. Holidays are coming! I'm so excited about it, sort of. 1st - Gonna go 

Vietnam for the CIP trip! Omfg, it's the first time i'm able to go oversea trip with 

school. Of course, im so freaking excited about it. 

I'll stay strong. 

I care or maybe not anymore.

That's it, i am not gonna explain about anything else anymore. It's up to you to decide whether who 

are the real ones, who are the bad ones. One day, God will show you. 

You'll never change, the games that you play, it's just who you are. And I have to believe, It's you and not me.

Live well by yourself. 

" Monsters don't hide under your bed, they hide inside you. "

Everyone else is fake. 

Hello readers. It has been a long long long time since I last blogged. Well, it's mainly because of exams period and

I really have no time to blog as well. Although, still left with history and Home economies, BUT I DON'T REALLY

CARE LOL. During exam period, I wasted little of my time slacking during the Language paper. But, for the main 

paper, i study a lot okay! I totally have no confidence for Science paper, i think i'm gonna score very badly. :(

During exam period, things happened, i've seen through who are the fake ones, and who are not. I was really hurt

 and depressed about everything. However, tumblr makes me so much better, muhaha. Hopefully able to pass my

subjects with flying colors ! Hm, i'm gonna express my feeling, so if you find it boring, please leave. I finally realised

 I've been wasting my whole entire year caring about people who don't give back a fuck. I realised people don't 

really care. I thought those people I care so much, likes me and care for me. But i was wrong, so fucking wrong. 

I had seen through people's true colour. Obviously, you will definitely get hurt from people that you care so so 

so so much,and does not give a damn about you, instead dislike you. People always find me not good enough, not 

caring enough.Some people expect too much from me, and there's no limit to it. I'm not superwoman, nor

 wonderwoman. I'm tired of everything. I'm so tired of the way you treat me, so so so tired. 

Have you ever met someone who's the light within your darkness life, then suddenly become the darkness

of your life? Like you meet that person, and you hardly pay any attention. Then become you're everything.

You care for that person, and then that particularly always give shit about you, yet you still want to care.

Stupid right? It's common for human being, it's like you have someone who so special, then disappear .

I want to live.