You make my life worth living .

Love those who truly care for you .

Hello ! Today may not be the best day in my life, but it's a memorable day for me that i will never forget .

So , this morning was suppose to have an ACS day for everyone, however the rain spoil everything . So, only

some classes are chosen to do Gangnam stlye for the exercise. The whole secondary two didn't have a chance to

do those exercise. However, we had our small mini ACS day in 2E3 ! So Sijie and I lead everyone to dance, it's was

fun but embarrassing ._. . After that, watched the School performance for Teacher Day ! Then , went to meet 

Charmaine Toh to go back to Primary School together, She take me to Primary School with her bike . It was so

fun and rushing, and im thankful that she so caring towards me ! Haha . I was so happy to see all my primary 

school friends . It feels like a home to me, that makes me feel like " Im finally home . " Over there, you don't have

to be afraid that you will be judge or be left out, and I can be myself there, and smile with the happiest smile .

Here are some of the photos !

Zoey , le me , Charmaine, Eeling & Zhangyan !

All of them are my best friends, and i love them so so so so much .

Le me , Nurina, Angela & Eeling ! (:

Cheryl , Eeling , le me , Chen Lao Shi & Jasmine ! 

Aww , I really miss all of them. And Im really happy that alot of people came back during Teacher

day ! Although didn't manage to find all the teachers, but that's okay because Im really happy to

see all my friends ! Especially Eeling - My sibei sibei awesome friend that i love so much, and miss so

much . Everyone else are growing taller, and skinner or prettier or better looking except me >.<

I wanted to jump down the building sua when I saw so many friends had grow taller ! After that

everything , went to Jurong point to slack with Eeling , Zhanyang & Cheryl ! Muhaha, had alot

 of fun with them <3 font="font" nbsp="nbsp"> Thanks for all the good and bad memories, those cry and smile you

gave me. Thanks for believing me that I won't fall , thanks for the everything . Thanks for being

the light within my darkness life . To all my primary school friends : Thanks for being the sunlight,

thanks for making me smile, thanks for all the concern, thanks for accompanying by my side that

I had never feel left out before, there's so much more for me to be thankful about. I really hope i can

thank everyone by myself sincerely. To all my primary school teachers : Thanks for teaching me, and 

believe that I will success , whenever I have problems , you always there for me, and gave me good

advice . Gave me all the power and strength , don't worry I will not disappoint you teachers. 

Lastly , Happy Teacher Day to all the teachers in this world ! I hope you can continue to pass on the 

knowledge to every students , Happy Teacher day !! (: 

And I always love you . 

LASTLY END MY POST WITH MY PEDO FACE !!! 

NIGHTMAREEEEEE !

It's painful to know that when the person you miss the most, who don't really  give a fuck about you .

 -_____ -

I find this picture so interesting, so sweet and cute. Haha, this morning went to Jcube for a facial appointment, 

and my face turn out to become so smooth, soft and white. * Thick skinned * Then went to Jcube for shopping, after

that went to Coey's house to play. Then when i reached her house, Chermin have to go ._. Coey asked whether SiAn

and me can accompany her to go for a swim. Si An lend me her mother swimsuit and it was too sexy. OMG, it's 

really short and sexy ._., the wore Coey's shirt then secretly go for a swim. We played lazy pool, and it was really

funny ._. , I lay on Si An's back to prevent her from leaving me. Then went to the long long slide down one ( Wtf is

that thing call? )  It's was my first time, and I was extremely scared, but in order not to lose face, I use all my courage

and slide down, it was so fun and funny -_- After that, went home. Thanks Coey and Si An for helping me to dry the 

swim suit and shirt, and im really sorry for being so troublesome. I'm so moved and touched, chey .

OKay , byebyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee .

Hi .

Hello . Haha .  This morning , went to Jurong Point with Sijie and Si An , then brought food from Old Change Ke and

meet Marcus , then all of us went school together . Then after school , went to slack with Coey , Jiayu and Yiting.

Then attend CCA , sprained my back . It's really painful that i couldn't stand up during that time , and no one notice.

And I was force continue doing it . At that time , i thought i couldn't walk anymore . LOL , cause it was really painful .

- End of friday . Chermin asked me to blog , be honor k ! She didnt come school today , make me so sad . :/

Alright , nothing much to say . Byeee .

Smile , till it hurts . 

Oh, hello. Something happened to me just now, and i learn how to be stronger. I don't want to say what happened,

because im like an attention seeker. But I really don't like it when people treat me like a trash, i really hate it. 

I know, im not good enough, i wasn't interesting to be with. Whenever you're with a friend, and she suddenly

get excited when she saw other friend, don't you hate that feeling ? I always had that feeling . Making people

awkward and have no conversation. It's all because I'm not good enough, sorry friends. I'm jealous, how other

friend able to make my friend to smile , when I just can't. Just a little action from them, and that particular

friend gets all the attention. I don't like it, i admit I'm not good enough , so I can't compare . I always wanted to

have a friend that won't get bored because i'm a boring person. Yes, i do have. But i think they find me boring.

That's okay, im not blaming them, im blaming myself for not good enough and make them smile. Usually " left

out " is because you're not popular, ugly, attitude sucks, not close, boring, you're a rubbish . And friends

will left you out , i guess ? Im not saying my friends treat me badly, they are good. I just feel like I'm not good

enough for them. Im not gonna waste any more time on any shit . I'm gonna study , walk to right track . You only

live once, and time won't wait for you, you need to fight on your own .

You can chose to be two type of person - Let me explain .

Be the " Trust no one, love no one " 

Advantage :

Yes, trust no one , love no one . You can chose not to trust anyone , not to love anyone , not to 

care anyone . You won't get hurt or sad . You can be yourself, not judge by anyone . You won't

be having burden or sadness . You may not have any lover to break your heart and run away .

You're alone , to fight for anything without any care . You will have your own world without anyone

to disturb .

Disadvantage :

You will get bored in life , you will be all alone , you have no one to talk to . You might think of suicide 

because you're too lonely. You have no one to share memories with, no one to care for you . Nobody

will help you , when you're in danger . No one to eat with, no one to play with, no one to chat with.

You're all alone .

Be the " One among the rest "

Advantage :

You have friends , family , lovers . You will get love and care from other . You will have people smiling

at you . You meet new people , and make friends . You have people that you can share your problems

and needs . You can make memories with your beloved ones, and be happy with them. You will face the 

world with the people you loved .

Disadvantage :

You will see fake people , fake friends that hurt you so much . You will get hurt from your lover if

you're the unlucky one , and might think of suicide . You have many burden and stress to cope with.

You will face many problems and hurt from people that who judge you or hate you . You will be judge

, and this world might scare you. People will start using you, taking you as an advantage , and continue

to hurt you . 

- Done -

You don't care , no . You won't care , no . You never care at all .

#Nowplaying - B1A4 Sanduel - Crush . 

Hi . Im sad , LOL . I feel so unwanted lately, feel like nobody gonna give a fuck about me . How cute , i think that 
people give a fuck about me. Well , actually some care , and im really grateful . At least some friends of mine who give

a damn about me . Thanks Sijie & Chermin , thanks , really . Okay , so went to school today . After school , Lipming &

Charlene stay behind and teach me the dance steps, omg . Im so touched and thankful . Then went dance with Charlene

and Whitney. It's was quite fun because i manage to hide away from the exercise which I know im gonna get scolded .

I hide until some humji kia . I bet the seniors dislike me , somehow . It's okay , nobody likes me anyway. Then learnt

Oppa Gangnam Style & Payphone dance . Swee , I love today lesson , just today . LOL  , and Im able to cope with the

dance despite how complicated it is , so im quite proud of myself . After dance , went to meet friends and went home

together . Then went home , and rest . I'm tired , really . This is how I usually spend my friday . LOL 

Thanks for loving me so much , and care for me so much . You're the sweetest guy , always prepare surprise 

and working so hard to be my perfect boyfriend . Thanks for making me smile by your sweet words (:

I'm really touched and thankful . I love you (: 

" If you can't be a pencil to write someone's happiness, then try to be a nice eraser to

remove their sadness . "

Be yourself. 

Im not perfect, yes Im not, and so do you. So , why are people judging one another ? I know, I know. We
ain't perfect .You can move the mountain, you can be the master, you can have all the frame. And the world 
gonna knows your name. But, are you doing the correct way? I know it gonna be tough for trying so hard to
believe in yourself , believe you're alright. Believe you're fine , believe you're gonna be okay , believe you're 
pretty/handsome. Believe you're good , believe you can do it. We all might disappoint ourselves for not giving
your best. But no matter what, always remind yourself " you're the best."

No one will stay forever.

You cry and beg to stop the one you love to walk away from you. Well, no one gonna be by your side forever. 
Even your parents will walk away in your life someday. You never know, neither you can ask god about it. We 
should learn to appreciate people around us. Who knows , one day you might be alone by yourself. I have people
that care for me, that love me. I hope they never leave, but someday they will, and they have to. You can cry and 
moody all day, neglect people that care for you, ignore the one that always be there for you. And yet, go for the 
popularity . But someday, you will regret the one the care for you so much left you all alone again . Nobody will ask 
you " Are you okay " anymore . So learn to appreciate people. Open your eyes to see who care for you the most, 
who always be there for you to most.

Wake up.

In life, you can't expect people be there for you all the times. You can't expect all the monsters will die, you can't
predict the story . This isn't fairy tales, this is a world full of judgement and you're facing reality. Are you gonna
cry and be unhappy throughout in your life? Are you waiting for the happy ending ? When sadness come, it's  really
hard to move on . It ain't easy, but that's okay . Everyone else in the world experience tough road in their life, 
you're not the only one. And you might think it's the hardest thing for you to move on. But life is so short, you only
live once and that's it. Don't waste your time . Smile, it's really easy. Even if it's a fake smile, it's really okay . At
least you tired, at least you become stronger that you tell yourself to smile. Thanks for trying so hard .

Because when you smile, you make people smile. 

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY ! YOLO .

Okay , I'm not a Singaporean but I still love Singapore ! (:

Monday -

After school, Miss Tan Bee Wan said the Science remedial was cancel . And the all of us were like .  Oh yeah , babe .

Then , we went to Jcube for a walk walk and had our lunch . After that , we went to Queensway to collect 

class tee. I love our class tee ! I LOVE IT SO MUCH . And i think most of my classmates love it as well .

Tuesday -

At coey's house to wait for Kok Wai to do the music project together. Then after he came with his little 

bicycle, and we went to ride his little bicycle and had alot of fun . We failed to do the music project, cause

we dont have the material ._. Okay , then my face was like 

 " ...... " 

Wednesday -

2E3'12 class photo ! 

See , our class tee really suit the National day . It's red ._. And the front is " Keep calm and love 2E3'12 "

Pretty eh ! Okay , I totally love the little Drama by our new teachers , and it's was quite boring . But I totally

love the Parade by our uniform groups ! It's really niceeeee ! 

Then after school , went to Coey's house . We actually planing to do the music project . But Kok Wai not free ._.

All of us were like 

 " Y U CANNOT ? "

Then went to Marcus house to slack for awhile at the Centris. Sijie and Marcus like so sweet only . I'm so jealous .

MUHAHAHA , see this , sijie . She gonna kill me ._. After a while , we had a heart to heart talk . LOL -.- 

END .

Hey .

YOLO .

Oh hello there . I shall blog how Sijie blogging style . By the way , this doggie is shoooo cute . And it's not my dog .

Monday -

Coey, Sijie, Jiayu , Si An, Chermin and me went to make class tee at the queensway shopping mall . It's located

near the Ikea there . I love the shopping mall alotttttt  . Okay, how was your reaction when you see this picture .

You're judging , you're laughing . Cause im the shortest ._. Why am i so short, actually not so short .Im quite 

tall actually , it's because i bend a little . That's why i look shorter . And the girl in the middle is Chermin ok ! She's

the tallest, so you can't compare ! Okay , I really hope our class tee can be done before National day , please. 

It's like so pretty , Bhb . I was quite happy , because i chose " XS ! " which means Extra small ! Ya , my body size

so slim and small ! They all choose above S. Yayyy (: After that, went to eat lasksa , and went home .

Skip till Friday -

Okay, so i had CCA on friday ._. Actually before that, i had a Dr Heart programme organised by Tan Bee Wan. 

I did had fun , and i learnt alot . The best thing is , when he had detention and late for the programme. So

Miss Tan asked me to call him , and i did . He pick up my call within two beep sound . And i heard his lovely 

voice . God, im totally love that moment. You wanna know our conversation :p 

Him - Hello ? 

Le me - Hello __ , where are you ?

Him - Im having detention, why ?

Le me - Cause you're late for the Dr Heart programme, faster come okay ?

Him - Yeah , sure . After the detention , i'll come straight away .

Le me - Okay , so see you later ! 

Him - Okay, no problem .

Le me - Byebye __ ! 

Him = Okay ,byebye 

* Le me get so high after that *

My friends said my voice totally change when im on the phone with him . OMG , it's my first time, and the last time 

already._. Nahh , i should get over him . I MUST .

Then went for my cca, I didnt get scolded , so shock. But then Charlene take care of me during CCA , like

she very worried I got no partner , the dance steps . Aww , such an amazing friend , totally love her to the max !

After that, went to meet friends , and saw Peishuen ! It's was awkward , but still glad to see her . Then went home

with friends .

Saturday -

I spend all my afternoon on Internet , and spend my time watching " We got Married " . Then my soar throat get

worst, holy shit . At night , I had a 2 hour heart to heart talk with my awesome friend Lichin . Me and her can

really talk , real talk. I miss her so much , ever since we change class. Everytime , when im free, i always chat with 

her . Then , we talked about problems , and stuffs . She told me she missed me alot , awww . I love you ! 

Sunday -

Nothing much, had my tuition from 10.30am - 1pm . After the tuition, i understand math alot . LOL .

Holy mother of god , i have Math common test 2 after National day ._. After that , had another 

heart to heart message with Cheryl . Aww, cheer up babe . Okay , goodbyeeeeee !

Lastly end the post with - 

Nickhun's cola advertisement !  Hot eh ! My current wallpaper ._. 

Let us all live happily and carefree .

Hi .

Oh my , it's august 2 already . Oh my god . I feel like i've been wasting my previous 8 months doing nothing .

So i did my Home Econ , Math , Chinese , English and Science test today , and it's really tiring . I think

im gonna fail every test . Shit, i seriously need to study, but i did pay attention ok ! Muhaha, LOL .

Okay , so today after science test , went to Coey's house and slack for awhile then walk to jurong point 

and slack with Chermin and Sijie . We chatted and laughed for awhile , and went home . My life like

so boring ._. LOL ._. Even if you're reading this , you find it boring eh ? It's okay , im a boring person.

I can't do the things with people well , i can't find a good conversation , i can't let a friend be happy

with me . Im such a failure . Anyway i got to go ! Byeeeee (:

Hey , I love you . (: