Dear Daddy,

Today is Father's Day .

Hello , you might be thinking this post gonna be a thankful post to my dad right ? Well, you're wrong. Just

continue reading , and you will find out my relationship between my dad and I. 

I want to hate my dad, i really want to, but i just can't seem to bring myself to. He never hit me, never scold me

and was never a gambler. He just like those normal daddy in Singapore. You might thinking there's no problem,

perhaps you're wrong . My whole family hate him , even my sister too , especially my mother. He never abused my

 mom or have any affair. He's a quite good father. However, ever since I was born, I never seen my dad and my

mother talk together, eat together, lovey dovey together. Ever since I was born, I thought i was a sin to this family

and I hated myself . However, as I grow older, i realised it wasn't my fault anyway, it's my daddy. He wasn't 

responsible to this family , the house hold and education are paid by my mother. My father have hands and legs

and doesn't want to go out for work, he just too lazy. All he did, was stay at his room all day. My everything was

supported by mom. I love my mother, she's the strongest mother in the world, she take care of the family alone.

And she always love us, and yet I always make her hurt & disappointed, im such a failure . However, my mother

had enough of my dad, and they fight everyday, almost every single day and time. They don't talk to each other,

and my father hate my mother, my mother hate my father. They are like stranger, and my sister and I 

 used to really hate my daddy, we said things to him like " I really hate you "  . I always fight with my daddy,

always. I never talk to him nicely, never. Although, I always scold him, he never scold me back, just say 

something really hurtful " This is how you treat me, bad child sure get lightning struck . " Thus, we always

fight, but I never hit him, of course. I remember once, i get so angry at him because of something that

I shout at him while crying " If I can, I WILL KILL YOU " and " I never want to be your child again "

At that point of time , I was really really really mad at him, and he went to his room straight without

saying anything. And I was shock by what I said to him, thus from that day onwards, i never talk to him

or fight with him anymore. Although, he always ask me if I need money or anything, i didn't reply or

say anything. Every year without fail, I always remember his birthday, even if i forget because im

too busy, but I always put a Birthday note on his table without fail . However, whenever it's my birthday,

he never give me anything because he doesn't remember my birthday, not even my sister & mother.

He doesn't even know how to write my name, while I know his everything, i record his every single

detail, all because he's my father anyway. Nowdays, I don't fight with him like how I used to . He always

wanted to me to follow him to work, but I always busy or doesn't want to. So during Friday, i went

to work with him, I saw how hard money are earned, and after he earned the money, he gave it to

me. OF COURSE, I rejected, I told him " I don't need, you keep la " Everything he wanted to give me

money, i always reject because Im not those who loves money so much . LOL . Although, there are

more stories between me and him, but I think readers get bored already. Sorry, and thanks for

reading . To all the father in the world, I wish you a Happy Father Day and god bless yo.

Dear Daddy, 

I always wanted to tell you this, but since we're not close at all, I always keep it to myself.

But I want to let you know, I know you have hurt mummy and this family. But you're still

my daddy, and although we used to always fight, and you doesn't seem to know me well, and

you always disappoint me without realizing. I forgive you for everything you’ve done. I forgive you. 
You showed me how actions and words can influence a person’s life. How actions or even one action
 can deeply uproot their perception of their past and even future. You’ve been a very selfish person
 through your tumult. You’ve hurt so many, with the intentions of only hurting yourself.
I want to be good. I want to help people. I want to make people happy, even if it’s just for a second. 

I want to show others that life is worth it. I don’t want to be a selfish person. I don’t want to be like you.
You might not be the best daddy in the world, you're might not be like those awesome daddy which 
I always wanted, and I don't have a fully family love like what other families have. However, you're care 
and concern, you're embrace ,the friendly smile you always show it to me, the few words that you always 
ask " Have you eaten, need any money " it's enough for me. Because I know you love me, and doesn't
 know how to show it. It's okay, you might not be the best in this world, but among all these competitive people, 
you're the number one in my heart, and i truly love you alot alot, and my love for you is uncountable and

cannot be seen, you're a monster a bad bad monster that always hurt me but I still love you more than the 
star in the sky can shine .

Sincerely,

Ah Tyng. LOL