I'll be there , only for you

How could break my heart ? So , you still didn't realise , there always someone waiting

for you , That me ( thick-skinned) Nevermind , as long as you love me XD . Today

morning , woke up , have breakfast and play computer , I got a nightmares with a middle

-age man , kinda 50+ chasing me with Knife , when after school . Scary , the previous night

I dream about my dad chasing me , i think he going to steal something from me, or rape me ?

because I was with my uniform , with button open . Scarier , I think I had gone crazy because

without you . Ohmy , I got a pimple on my face , very pain . This day wasn't go , because my life

sucks and crazy without you . I'll be there for you even thought I trying to forget you and

erase you away , but it is too hard . Please be safe . I'm going to miss you mad , because

we are not in the same school . I'll be there for you only . But I know , you will never fall in love

with me because of that reason , which terrible me like hell . You are always my precious

gold in my heart . But , I gonna tell you how I felt on 22nd Dec . Watch me , I'm nervous .

Damn Damn nervous for you . Because after I told you , your attitude will be very different

to me , our friendship spoil . I lose a friend like you . Because you are scared and will ignore me

for sure 100% . But I couldn't take it anymore , I tired of wasting time and tired of waiting .

My feeling gotta say to you . You can don't accept me , but please continue be my friend :(

I know this is wrong , this is a fact , I couldn't be with you. But you are the one , I never

dare to let you go . Next life , If i could , I going to take you away with me .

I ever will not let go of you .