我恨你！你这个叛徒！

Day 217( haven't find my lost love yet)(nor Yellow Pages)

Hi there,today & yesterday,I have no mood :( two day ago,someone tell me

something that make me flabbergasted! I can't tell you cause I scared :(

I want to study,but I just don't know how! I wish I could study& my grade up!

yet I don't know how! no matter how I study the grade won't up yet down! this

is my problem! Please,don't leave me.Please don't go please? I don't want to lose

you again! Please? Every letter on the Keyboard I press,every single tears drop on it..

I just really really don't want to live anymore! cause If I die,I can never take exam

nor facing those trouble! aren't that good? I know is a stupid to die,but what else

can I do?eveytime I face out the window.Those precious memories came out on my mind

like fireworks,& all the past old memories retake itself like a slow moving movie, think my

Dad,mum,sis & me how happy we are! Friends how happy we were together? but somehow

evil came by.Now Who I am is who the evils are, because of you________Betrayer!

Betrayer me & friends! I HATE YOU MORE THAN I CARE YOU (not my lost love)

is someone in somewhere who is Betrayer! I Hate You! You spoil my studies! My family

My friends, My teacher! all of them are unhappy!you spoil my studies from B to C! A to B

Now In my Heart,I will never forgive you cause I been betray by you before

now I can't trust you

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虽然，你们俩在一起，我不开心，

但至少你有一个幸福的微笑，这是值得的...