Beautiful Meaning

Perhaps I was not there, love you miss it deserves.
You do not want to see, saw also the same, you turned the situation painful.

Maybe I put the firm, you are allowed to tear surface.
Is bitter or sweet, think of my face, hope it is not salty tears.

I had to leave you far, you already hurt happens.
I am not worthy, your beauty and called you love embarrassed.
But the farther I am away from you, you leaning closer to me.
Have not seen, you love my happy face.

Maybe I put the firm, you are allowed to tear surface.
Is bitter or sweet, think of my face, hope it is not salty tears.

I had to leave you far, you already hurt happens.
I am not worthy, your U.S. and called you love too embarrassed.
But the farther I am away from you, the closer you are leaning on my eyes.
Have not seen, you love my happy face.

Also owe you so much I have not qualified practice oath.
To me tightly against your past, but now I
Only far away from you, you already hurt happens.
I am not worthy, your beauty and called your love embarrassed.
But the farther I am away from you, you leaning closer to me.
Have not seen, you love my happy face.
In the far, I will see you happy.

Together We Live,Together The Peace

( Day 232, haven't find you nor Yellow pages)

been 16 days never post on blogger cute huh?

well just came back from shopping,this morning 8am wake up light

breakfast then play computer,then my sister quarrel with me,then she went to school

then,I was supposed to have tuition ,but my uncle& mum ask me go out then cancel tuition

went to river valley road.go temple,go eat some breakfast then went to shopping collect

laptop cause spoil,then went shopping then lunch Japaneses food then take mrt home

alone as my mum want to go Fair price,then home,the weather outside is so HOT! even the fan

above me,I'm still sweating,then I tire my hair,now is 3 .23pm 4pm I going to study science so, I

won't write more maybe tomorrow,well anyways the baby is super cute ! I still got alot of his

photos (: If I have a baby boy so super,I will sure pinch his cute little face,Now for today I would

like all of you to start saving earth,Reduce,Reuse,Recycle,Humans for your future,do a part to

help The Earth,save people,help people be kind,don't fight over ruling the country,don't send

terrorist to attack innocent people,do a part to think & be kind help one anther depends on your right

choice,Live a better Harmony world depends on YOU

Quote:

Hate your previous life or hate tomorrow?

Hate your world or not your born?

Hate or Love?

Act or Hurt?

There many choice that I can't decided

"人"

Day 216 ( haven't find Yellow pages neither you)
For today no picture: well my blog kinda funny,when i using laptop,Its beautiful skin with grey colour & have bird flying,but when using computer,Its so dark & red,I don't like it,but I like it when using laptop as My blog skin is nicer,so some people saw the dark & red one,felt uneasy so does me but what can I do? the skin is the same its just so dark& red?
For today:
I plan myself to work hard so after this I will stop blogging for a few days & today I'm revising Chinese,so I will teach you all Chinese word :)
大家好，我要教你们“人会死吗？”我个人认为人不会死的因为人死了要上天堂还是地域还是头台,你在那里生活，死不了，在你里，do work 跟人间一样，那头台是你要变成一个东西，人，等等。。人是不会死的！我也不会，你也不会，老人家也不会！不过，我为一件事烦！我很想知道，朋友还是爱情？开心还是学业？家庭还是自由？梦想还是认命？我好烦！头很烦！不过我不认命的！我会努力！我要努力但，我不会，我不会，我努力了！不过还是一样。。。

The disappointment on 12 June

Day 214, ( haven't find you yet nor Yellow pages)

Dear humans,

For today no picture as lazy, & change my blog skin,even though its change but I'm still not like it as I 'm disappointed in everything now,I have no more confident in every things,well actually I did find my yellow pages, but it just a business card number that contain inside.

it happened this way: it was on 12 June when My uncle,Mum & me went to Jurong east to have lunch: bak kuk teh then my mum few week ago injured her bone on the feet then we went for the Chinese shop to do so bones cracking,then the boss ask me to sit outside as children cannot go

in so I sit there quietly waiting,then behind me is a shelf so turn around & take a look,then I was shocked to see YELLOW PAGES! then I secretly take out one & look as the books are the same! The boss lame right same books for what? then the tittle is" buying Guiding 2008/2009" then I look inside it all about bussiness,shops..Number.So I search my lost love name,yet don't have as all BUSINESS! then my mind started to think"I never had the chance to find my lost love ...NEVER!" another disappointment here what I need for yellow pages is people phone number! Please?,so I put it back although the soup from bak kuk teh is super nice! & its raining days with Hot Bak Kuk Teh,but I don't have mood at all,I'm just wearing my "marks" wearing a fake smile!Even though 12 June was my sister birthday but I don't have the mood to celebrate as My sadness & my sister relationship with me wasn't that close,like people say blood is thinker than water,but both like cold bricks,Luckily ysd someone cheer me up on viwawa,he play with me& kept on heal me& help me :) that two night,I had lots of crazy dreams! I dream about I in my dream woke up than went out to my room & saw people at my house are having party! weird huh?

then another is I chasing someone that I been following to! weird! yeshhh! I just ate a peanut skin that so bitter! well,Got to go!

you disappointed in everything's poster

Pineapple

Go Green or Stop red?

(Day 210 haven't found you yet,nether yellow pages)

It like waiting for summer. Well,I been control by this computer

How?How?Exam is coming,yet I'm not ready,Should I go for it or Stop?

Green or red? I don't know Green mean go Red mean STOP! I'm so confused,why? am I feeling this way? ARH! I'm so HATE MYSELF! why

can't I born smarter? why? why my mother want to brought me to this world? ARH! I hope I have more brains to Think &think until BOO!

what should I do? Die Die also cannot,Eat Eat also cannot Do Do also cannot! might as well go comma? last night I had a crazzy Dream:)

I dream about Mrs Chaim with her new haircut HOHO! she still look the same wearing in black dress & preneget :) wonder how she is??? 9.40 a.m still so sad about eveythings why can't my mood up?WHY! I'm such a useless bum! I can't do anything to help the world! Yeshh! Where are you my lost love? I'm tired of wasting my time yet there not even a clues

to know! I know you an be in Singapore right now, even though Singapore is a small island,but i can said finding a person is indeed hard,People oly can use FATE! you know??I think I should choose red,to

stop everything I am doing now! or,should I go?

(you may not see it in black,but you will never see it in my heart the love I got for you)

Your Broken Poster,

Pineapple

我恨你！你这个叛徒！

Day 217( haven't find my lost love yet)(nor Yellow Pages)

Hi there,today & yesterday,I have no mood :( two day ago,someone tell me

something that make me flabbergasted! I can't tell you cause I scared :(

I want to study,but I just don't know how! I wish I could study& my grade up!

yet I don't know how! no matter how I study the grade won't up yet down! this

is my problem! Please,don't leave me.Please don't go please? I don't want to lose

you again! Please? Every letter on the Keyboard I press,every single tears drop on it..

I just really really don't want to live anymore! cause If I die,I can never take exam

nor facing those trouble! aren't that good? I know is a stupid to die,but what else

can I do?eveytime I face out the window.Those precious memories came out on my mind

like fireworks,& all the past old memories retake itself like a slow moving movie, think my

Dad,mum,sis & me how happy we are! Friends how happy we were together? but somehow

evil came by.Now Who I am is who the evils are, because of you________Betrayer!

Betrayer me & friends! I HATE YOU MORE THAN I CARE YOU (not my lost love)

is someone in somewhere who is Betrayer! I Hate You! You spoil my studies! My family

My friends, My teacher! all of them are unhappy!you spoil my studies from B to C! A to B

Now In my Heart,I will never forgive you cause I been betray by you before

now I can't trust you

Quote:

虽然，你们俩在一起，我不开心，

但至少你有一个幸福的微笑，这是值得的...

我是我自己的超人!

Hello Humans,woohs just finished my tution,during the tution my eyelids felt so heavy

when guiding the science PSLE booklet then while guding,a vegetable name______(sorry

can't say) as it my lost love favourite Vegetable! FOUND IT's NAME! Finally______are the

favourite of my lost love and now I found it,I swear I buy many of it! Then I finally woke up!

haha,while doing science & math,I heard she say said "Done" to" Tan","-" to "+"! werid huh?

My mind went crazy! anyways I'm happy mood today maybe In the afternoon only.I don't know

what will it be later? later mum bought me chicken rice & bubble tea.My sister still on bed

it already 2 pm in the afternoon yet not wake up.Lazy Pig! Wonder why I put the picture?

myself,I don't know ehtier! maybe it just Nice! Yeah! well,this morning,I learn all about

superman! how to be a hero?now I know superman don't really exits,it only a story,fairytales

but I hope superman do exits! cause they are handsome and macho ma! but,I still love my Lost

Love the Best! Day 215,(haven't find you yet)(haven't find yellow pages yet)

Quote:

超人是一个童话故事，

他将永远不会退出,

其实自己是自己的超人

Switch if off and on

woke up this morning 6am,then6.30 went to E 's house,she look sad,then went

to look for the guys then to Fair Price to buy drink then take bus off to school

so Early wake up,yet the last person to be there. After 9.45 went to JP then play

wave broad.well,then it 11, i got to run,then having my fishball lunch then playing

computer,I REALLY WISH TO GO RONALD BIRTHDAY party,but somehow,mum

don't let me.I'm mummy little 's girl,every guy want me have to go thought my mum

that why,You and I are apart now,I couldn't find you,I really want to go!well, my sister

is back today at evening mean I have no freedom not even 1%! how I wish my life would be

better!I lock in home,if i need to go out,then need to be careful! Everywhere I go, people

would make me become a dog,which need to lock up and not to pee anywhere( mean not do

anything unless,ask permission) I cut myself again,the person who knows,if you going to tell

Mrs Elan,I don't care anymore,scolded scolded,I don't care.Cry go ahead Dad,mum,I don't

care! something evil come take me become crazy! Hate Myself,REALLY HATE!why can't I

be free,maybe i should leave home and think should run away flee to other place?

(have not find the yellow pages yet,neither you,)

Quote:

a black % white circle are apart

find the area which is shaded black:

(a)I 'm the black ,you've the white.Let me be in the darkness

forever as long as you're in the white sunlight