Can I Have My Childhood Memories Back?

See the words over there on left?

"where childhood memories go?'' I always want to ask people around

me..if you know tell me,By the way,I think Mrs Chaim also looking at my boggier,

hehe don't let me catch you! *Joking* well,almost forget the''friendship Day!'' sorry!

this week,very sad,tired,boring and hates..Really don't know why?

If I can go back to the childhood,I wish my Life would be backspace again

nowdays,I hate and afraid to go school;the school look lonely for me,don't

want to stay that world,really don't want! I'm scared,it like; crying all days,Miss Siah say

somethings that really hurt me :( better don't said or I be dead,NOW,I don't believe in Miracles

anymore neither,Trusting,Luck..Not anymore,Ysd,I knock myself on the wall,cause I'm

so scared to face that world,that I always belong,no where to run,no,nothing,can't escape.WHY?

Needs my memories from the past to help me to live again,or Else,I'll be gone forever and ever :(

Quote:

I Don't Want to be in that scary world,

Can I escape from there to other world?

Ans: NO! NEVER!