I Need Something To JumpStart My Heart

I have a little hope inside my mind

Well,Humans I'm back again,this week gonna be busy for

my SA1. I did well in my Oral Chinese: 42/50 for English : have not know yet but I use lots of

vocab :D but LC not good:14/20 bad bad! Ysd,1.05; my friends mess me up! he hit my pencil box

so hard! I already warn him yet he did twice! That pencil is so important to me;yet no ones know

well,when he did the second time harder,I shout at him"STOP IT!"I can feel my soul coming out from my body

and shout at him.He was shock,as I never shout at him before.

But I'm forgive him.From that moments I

know that when I need a things and must protect it care it,I have to deal it! then I know I got Dreams to Keep

it then keep it forever mine! I think I still need a yellow book to find someone.Did you know?

the yellow book inside got many people numbers.I need it,it very important to me If you have lend me please?

Days have pass,I need to deal on somethings now!

YELLOW BOOK!

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当一个人走后一切的恩怨，

不愉快都一了百了所以珍惜活这的每一刻，

别让生命留白。

Can I Run Away From The Truth?

"Can I go out to play?'' my mum would always say no since last year June,

My mum don't let ME go out to play for 2 reason:Study & friends then,

I would sometimes run out to play but sometimes get caught:( Now days,

My mum would ask me to go out with her,but I would rejected as she would nag,

talk about the past and more,I'm sick and tired!I know nagging is good for us,

but I don't like! I want peace and quiet,Ysd 3.45 pm Mum came back from the

talk at school,she look so angry and bad mood,she keep staring at me while I'm watching Tv

i hate the feels,hate people who stare at me;at school I need to face so many teacher staring at me

now at home still need to face,she nag about the past again cutting waist,she nag make me so

tired*HATE*I don't think Home,school,friends and family is a good place to me.I want to go out

and never come back,but cannot escape coz got Police everywhere. I just can't feel the warm and

sweet from my family,friends as friends may be some of the betrayer you know who you are

DON"T ACT!

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Dear People ,

I got nothing left now,the only thing

I have is Soul

your No feelings owner :

Pineapple;Lih Tyng

I'm Leaving,Am I?

well,Just back from Jogging with my friends;Sze Tong and Jasmine.

Thanks girls,from jogging with me,make my my stress lower :D

well,at Moring 7.35,need to see Mrs Qweak for the booklet,then while checking,

I can see Miss Siah was looking at Ee Ling and I,as she hate us for cutting the waist,

and think we were childish,so do Miss Ng was looking at me;think that we done somethings really

wrong,like a crime as I low my head down than looking at them,afternoon;Jin Yong and Ee Ling

got fight ai yo,Friends don't be sad hor? Jia Ping please don't

scold Ee Ling,it not really her fault,in Math Class get scolded

by Miss Lee because of the booklet,

forgot to take,in 12.55,I got scolded by Miss Lee again because of drawing coffin

on paper;Miss Lee ask us to do creative things,

then My mind has nothing,but coffin,thinking of Death

at 1.45,in a bus going home,My friends ask me if going to swimming tomorrow?

then i say maybe never again?

then they say why?you're leaving? then I stood there,don't know how to reply cause I don't even know

if I leaving?I wish to,REALLY! Miss Chaim is leaving,

really very sad and get hurt means(I would be losing a

friend,a person whom I safe to talk to) if she leaving,means there will no one to help me Don't Go please?

I really need you Mrs Chaim,without you I would be so lonely,maybe I would think about dying everyday

maybe I be gone,if she leave? i don't know I don't want to care,Don't go Mrs Chaim?

Since everyone is leaving

me,what bother me to live on?

I might well just die since Death Is already here,Hell Gate is waiting

impatiently,but Hell,I'm coming,wait awhile,Just awhile. You Might think this girl is so unless"because

a little problem then die" but,I Really have no Choice,You can say what you want,but sooner

I be gone, Gate's Hell,I'm coming

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Forgetting or letting go of Love,?

Just because of some Misunderstood between us?

well,that's not me

but your force me....

Music Heal My Soul Please?

Life Too Short,Love Too Strong

You always wonder what my world look like right? well,you can see the picture yourself.

This is my world;My house,bird, no green plants to stay nice...even thoought you may think

this girl is crazzy,as in my FAKE my world;lots of things is beautiful in Singapore,but too me

it worthless,I already in that Scary world,yet force me to live in other FAKE beautiful world?

SO many stress and hurt in that Beautiful World?

I rather Die! then people say children stress are just NOTHING?! but to us(for some children)

is really tired you know???Hate Teacher always say us that we don't have stress,than ask them to

try in my world then..Why Can't humans do good things?help people around,save plants,save

everythings? WORLD PEACE?! *sight* if world is peace,I willing to give out my life to help other

people to live in PEACE? Please humans don't be like me; in that world with nothing left...

well,few more months is PSLE! what am I going to do? my things haven done yet,how do you

expect me to do other things?HOWHOW?

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I may look nice and easy to be fool and to be tricked,

but I beg you don't?

Life too short,Love too Strong

Can I Have My Childhood Memories Back?

See the words over there on left?

"where childhood memories go?'' I always want to ask people around

me..if you know tell me,By the way,I think Mrs Chaim also looking at my boggier,

hehe don't let me catch you! *Joking* well,almost forget the''friendship Day!'' sorry!

this week,very sad,tired,boring and hates..Really don't know why?

If I can go back to the childhood,I wish my Life would be backspace again

nowdays,I hate and afraid to go school;the school look lonely for me,don't

want to stay that world,really don't want! I'm scared,it like; crying all days,Miss Siah say

somethings that really hurt me :( better don't said or I be dead,NOW,I don't believe in Miracles

anymore neither,Trusting,Luck..Not anymore,Ysd,I knock myself on the wall,cause I'm

so scared to face that world,that I always belong,no where to run,no,nothing,can't escape.WHY?

Needs my memories from the past to help me to live again,or Else,I'll be gone forever and ever :(

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I Don't Want to be in that scary world,

Can I escape from there to other world?

Ans: NO! NEVER!

I shouldn't be aliive....

Fence; it my wall, there no way I can climb over,no one help,no one trust

well,this weak was the worst of my life,after one teacher then teachers

then to HOD then VP,how? it just a cut on my hand,eveythings change

teacher hate me,disappointed,angry :( I'm sorry,I running out of time,

my exam so poor,and left tree months to PSLE! how? I feel like crying

sick and tired to taste the tear,heart is so painful! please someone,help me?

(if I can't make it,I guess I be gone forever)I know it a stupid things to do,

but what else can I do?People around force me to do this! I really want

to cry,well,I have no mood to write anymore got to go...

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God gave me a soul to live on,

but without happiness, it no different

with a die person or a alive person

Without You,My Life Is Empty...

Will You Still Love ME Even You're Not With Me?

what happened next,I don't wanna care OK?

well,Ysd I really tired so as today as teacher have give us tons

of homework to do still need two spelling by Thursday then

Friday still have spelling,then on Monday to Thursday have

monthly test 3,can't Life be more relax a little just a little?

whatever Lie behind me,I don't need to care...

I just need someone to love me from who I am :)

I'm wanted to jump down from the window,then I put my right left infornt

then i cry when looking down,I recall the past,my tears make it ways down

I think should I die without finding my own dreams? just go to hell,heaven...

I don't want to know,I just can't do it,the moments I look down there people walking

scared they might saw it,so I take my leg in,thinking that give me more days to die

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I don't care what happened outside,

I jut need a pillow to rest and Dream

to death

Life Is Indeed Precious...

Hello Humans,today sport days!but hor,after the games,

I became so black :( how?how? I used to so white,now so black!

well,By the way,tomorrow I'm going to do IC well,still need to

walk under the sun,but lucky my mum brought me Jacket,Jeans sunblock,and no more.

surly become white one :)

well manily this few night,I dream about so many nightmares...

feel so scared,NIGHTMARE GO AWAY! well,I think I have too many

stress,just because of a cut of my hand,everyones HATE me,Teacher hate

me! Miss Siah,Miss Lim,Miss Ng all hate me :( but I don't care,The most

I want was my DREAM will come true that's all :D

well on Thursday after school,while crossing the short road,My friends

had cross the road already,but I really don't know why,while I'm crossing too

I was really stress,until the motorcycle honk the honk so loud,I did not listen

at all,I was lost in my mind,lucky,some of my friend,Kah Sang and Cherliene

quickly warn me:"Lih Tyng! Lih Tyng HURRY UP! COME HERE!"

then I was wake,look on my right,the motorcycle dashed towards me..

Then I quickly go there,I was save,ad I was grateful to them*sight*

well,I think God is waking me up,give me a warning not to give up

your life,I was scared but wanna thank everyone,well,I finally know God is helping me :D
Life is indeed precious.

1)Want to be an actor:D

2)World Peace Please?

My Dream,God Please grain it for me :D

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如果有一天死亡将把你我分开，

我希望先上天堂的人是你...

(If death is taken us away,then I

hope the first person go to heaven is you)