I'll be back.

HELLO ! I know, i haven't been blogging for weeks. I'm sorry! That's why i'm back people.

So how's Lunar New Year? I didn't have fun at all, because i was sick since Lunar New Year

till now. I had a Stomach Flu during LNY, i stay in hospital for two day, damn it. I sleep

for hours & hours due to Stomach Pain & High Fever.I can't eat, i can't sleep, i can't shit.

Once i ate something, i will definitely vomit it out and no appetite anymore. I vomited

for 5times a day and diarrhea for 2times. At first, i thought i'm have some Stomach Cancer

or Food Poison. LOL, and i tthought i going to die, then i cried. I cried alot during those

times, not because it's was pain, because my mom took care of me really well and my relative

So yeah, it's was another boring year again. I feel that my life is all screwed up.

Peace

Don't run away, when you had already color my life.

nkmk

Okay, i'm gonna follow my friend - Eeling's blog style, because i find it really cool.

Dear Dairy,
Today, i'm going to tell the whole world, that actually - I'm very emotional and down right now. Because things has went really
wrong since the first day of school. It's like haven't one week yet, i already feel like dying instead. Okay, basically, it's happened
like this one the very first day -- I lost all my badges and name tag in the morning, and i can't find it till now. Then went school,
it's was like so embarrassing because all the Secondary one are so taller than me. It's really awkward to walk pass them. Then,
Ethel pull me to sit with her those guys part. It's like very NOISY. I shouldn't have sit with her.Plus, i sit infront of a guy,
which i hate the most. I REALLY HATE IT. Then it ended that day, the second day, Ethel doesn't want to sit with me, then sit
with other people, then left me and a friend of mine sitting at that place. Wth, i really hate that place, Ethel still left me there.
I shouldn't have follow her. Okay, so nevermind. I change my seats by teachers, i sit with a malay, NOT CLOSE AT ALL. Thus i really
hated my class and school and everything. FML LIKE FREAKING SERIOUSLY. So, i even had a fight with my mother just now,
she is unreasonable. I cannot stand her, and my sisters. I swear i'll never want this kind of life. Then, i know God do this for
his own reason, but God, this is too unreasonable, i cannot get my dreams grained
and still have to accept this kind of fucking life.If can, i want to kill myself and die, that's all.

This dedicated to Eeling - My best friend :
Hey, you might be reading this, and i want to tell you, actually, i really happy whenever i with you, and you have been a oasis in
my life,my sweetest chocolate You're not a karma, you're an angle that send by God. You came in my life, and bless me, that's why
i cherished you so much, like no ones else can do. You're the spongebob in patrick eye's . I know life has been hard for you, and
i know it ain't easy, but that's okay, i make a way for you. You're not the worst bestfriend, you're the best. I know you might
really hurt me sometimes, but it's okay. I can take it, and i never blame you before. I want to tell you that actually, im not happy
with my life right now, everything changed, and you didn't know how hard my life was, and you thought i'm happy with my own
life, actually, i hated it for life. I'm sorry, i could have done better, or else, you wouldn't be so sad, my friend.I promise i'll
do better in next time. May god really bless you, and stay happy and smile. :D One word for you : " Cheerup "

Delicated to him -
LOL, nobody.

Okay, i talked too much, bye !