Saturday, 28 May 2011





Hello , Im in lonely mood . Anyway i've been adding weight on my own body due to releasing

stress , i've been moody recently , sooner , my body gonna be faster , By eating is the way for

me to release stress . By , eating ice-creams , fried chicken , soda drinks , anything that i liked .

Im lazy to excresice , cause no mood uhhhh . Seriously , i get back my report book , i failed 4 subject

out of 9 . I dont want to tell which + so many performances coming up for me . I like performances , but

exams make me go stress . Seriously , secondary school life is stresser . Addition , loneliness in school uh .

Make me don't want to go school anymore . SERIOUSLY , I REALLY DONT WANT GO SCHOOL , but

chiocless . Anyway , anyway . The above photo sibei sibei cuteeeeee ! :D Stole from people's tumblr .

Now , i realized , i spent really less time on you , really less . Used to be , going out with you first , now

i didnt even talk to you on phone on late . I miss you , my friend . :/ I thought we should go bugis , but

always , dont find any chances . I haven't watch a movie with , nor koi with you , neoprints ( once ) .

Im sorry , really sorry , i hope you can be free soon , lets go out . :D

Im having dance camp on 21-23 ? I forget luh , aiya , i dont care camp things . Anyway , to be honest ,

i haven't drink koi before . Got luh , once only . Cause everything , i went to buy koi , queue so longggg ,

or no time , or not enough money , or too lazy . But nevermind , instead of koi , i still get chance to drink

other stall de " milk tea " Examples : OkTea , Tealicious , Rock On , Sweettalk . Hahaha . :D

Bye , i have to go luh . Later , have kfc , ahhhhhh , fat die me , no choice . Release stress .

Dont dare to let my parents sign my report book :(

Surely diediediediediediedidedied .

Saturday, 21 May 2011

Backspace ( TIME MACHINE )



You make me wish i had a time machine<3

Hellooooo , that picture above very nice eh ? My favourite picture from tumblr .

Hm , the two person look familiar ? Yeah , its SHINee's key and SNSD's Jessica .

Both my favourite . Anyway , my exam are over , hm , im bored to be honest , really .

After Exam , result are shown , make me feel discourage . Espic , Geography and Math .

Both of them , are my weakest subject , but i had already study so hard for them , in the

end , still fail by few marks -.- I really study so hardddd for it , yet my Geography just dont go

up , even my Geo teacher disappointed in me , she say that I didnt study for it , but i told her

i did study alot of times , yet , she wont believe in me , I felt discourage .Why can't adults

understand children ? Nowdays , i felt really bored and lonely . Everyone ignoring me , i just

dont know why , even the closest friend in JWSS , started to left me out , I really feel lonely ,

i really hate it , when i have fear going to school , everyone just being so scary Giving me , all

attitude , alone at recess . I seriously , wish there's a time machine , thus i wont let you destroy

us . For example , people start snatching my friends around me . Yeah , i cried because of this .

What to do ? I myself cannot control the time , just hoping there's a time machine . There gonna

be something out there for me . I wont cry , i wont fall , i wont die , i just wont give up . Im fighting

, im fighting for the thing i have . Im going try my best , im learning to be strong , im learning to

cover my tears with fake smile . I just gonna be back . I'll be back . Cheyyyy , sibei serious . Okay ,

Seriously , IM TRYING .

Im sorry , but i love you . Peace (Y)















Friday, 20 May 2011

HELLO . Cross Country SO DAMN TIRED AND ROCKS . Sorry uh , my blogger have problem , couldn't upload any photos , nor front . -.- Anyway , today , cross country at CHINESE GARDEN , is like so damn fun , after that , i went to JP , meet Julius and Sooyi . After that , we went to shopping , then saw a group of KOREAN TEEN SHOPPING , OMG . There's two guys look so damn alike like SHINee 's Jonghyun and Taemin . Espic , Taemin one , his hair , his eyes , his face , his body OMG . 100% alike . Jonghyun ,Only the hair , and height . :D We stalk them , photo them ( want to see thier photos , go my facebook .) After that , we stalk them , eating , shopping , after which , they realized us , they quickly ran away , so fast , we give chase . Soon , they got so scared and shock , we go interview them , even talked to them . Ohmy ! Although , they only know how to speak bit of English , and also , we can't speak Korea well Thus , we only spoke for awhile , then go home luh . AWESOME , FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE :D
Ouh , I brought a hat , so cuteeeee " Power Ranger " hat somemore . Want see ? Next time .

Thursday, 12 May 2011

Okay , i admit . I felt in love with this song , with post in my New song , first one , go listen . Its really sweet <3


[Ryeowook] Nowadays I’m confused about you and even more about myself, are we friends or dating

[Beige] When we’re walking and also watching movie I have a deep secret to tell you

.

[Ryeowook] We’re friends which closer than lovers

[Beige] But what should I do, I love you babe

.
[All] Suddenly everything of you, I fond of everything of you

I will slowly and slowly become closer

I like everything about you

I don’t have to say you’re my one love, Please stay with me and promise me

Forever

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[Ryeowook] I want to confess all of my heart like a man

[Beige] You’d better catch my heart, you’d better know my heart baby

.
[All] Suddenly everything of you, I fond of everything of you

I will slowly and slowly become closer

I like everything about you

I don’t have to say you’re my one love, Please stay with me and promise me

Forever

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[Beige] There’s no friendship between boys and girls, I didn’t believe it back that then

[Ryeowook] No, even though we are lovers we are still being good friends.

[Beige] I will listen to you / [Ryeowook] I will listen to you

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[All] More than the word ‘I love you’ we’re still, we’re feeling sweet.

A little bit more starting from today

I like everything about you

Your hands I took, I won’t let you go

I will say I love you instead

Forever

Friday, 6 May 2011

Hello , sorry for not posting a long time , due to MYE ( mid-year examination)

Anyway , how's your day ? Well , for me , im doing kind of great . Maybe ,

I have change , yes . I realized i change alot , today then I realized . You can

say im bad . However , i scold my friend , due to my impatiention

on her , i had enough of her attitude . Im refering to CW , i hope you can change .

Thus , im not feel like blogging anymore . Bye . gtg .