Like seriously, it's 2012 ?

Hey yo ! What's up? It's me again! Tell me what date is today? Answer - 1/1/2012 !

YES, THE VERY FIRST DAY OF 2012. Like seriously, SCREAM ! I was just joking.

Okay, it's new year! HAPPY NEW YEAR, EVERYBODY ( INCLUDE ALIENS, PEOPLE

, FUNGI, INSECTS, MONSTERS, NON LIVING THINGS, PLANTS ) Quite alot of people's

birthday too. Last night, i went for Countdown, and make a wish during 11.11 & 12AM

. I hope it's does work, because i've been praying so many times already, yet it's always

didnt come true. It's really disappointing through. I went out jogging this morning,

after that, went to Jurong Point to have breakfast. Then after went home, to blog &

facebook, twitter, YouTube. Okay, how's everyone's new year. This two days, i've been

quite mad and sad, that things just screwed up. I try my best to forget every shit already.

But, 2011 things still haven't clear. But Kara's Nicole tweeted " Hey! how was everyone's

new years eve?Wish everyone the best of 2012! Smile with no regrets! Time doesn't

come back ^^ " This sentence from her, quite motivated me to move one, and forget

every shit in the pass. Live happily uh! In Korea, they have their tadditional costume

! HOW COOL ! While in Singapore, don't have .__. Okay, nevermind uh, HAPPY NEW

YEAR EVERYONE! LIVE HAPPILY AND MAY GOD BLESS YOU ^^.

30/12/2011 - May everything goes well next year.
Yo, what's up? It's me again to annoy you with my fake words and English. * Evil laughs *
I won't be able to post tomorrow, i guess? I'm quite busy tomorrow. I'm sorry.
Okay, 2011- i'm really thankful for everything, really. I learn and grow some much this
year. This year let me learn about the meaning of Life, and dreams. I have become a
better person throughout this year. I don't know but 2011 changed me the most.
Among the 13 years, i think 2011 is the most precious year to me. The awards goes
to .." 2011 ! " LOL, lame me. Okay, god has been really good to me compare to those
other unlucky ones. God had taught me the cherished of life, and i'm so going to help
those needed ones when i grow up. I cry, i laugh, i bleed, alot this year. I gone through
lots of things that most of you did, i guess? I throw tantrum towards people who care
around me, i laugh with them, eat with them, sleep with them, shit with them. Thank
you, for teaching me, 2011. I promise; i'll do better, and become a better person
in life. I will stay stronger next year, i work harder next year. I laugh more next year.
Be us against the world - God . Bless you & peace, Cheers.

You're my sweetest chocolate.
I believe dream in you & me. Yo, what's up? Next Tuesday, school will be starting soon. So fast
right? I still remember the first time i enter secondary school life, it's was so different from
primary school. Everybody seem so different already, people come and go, who wouldn't hurt
me ? My family hurt me too, sometimes. So this is called " The Life " . Okay, anyway, i'll be on
TV soon! Do tune in, i forget what channel, should be Channel 5 or Okto. HAHAHAH, and i'll be
Razor news too. :) My voice was on Radio two days ago! Anyway, it's not something like famous.
It's just some interview, it's normal yeah. :) Okay, i want to continue my life in this world. I can't
wait that when i turn 18, and have enough of money. I will travel with my friends around this
world. Shopping, adventures, camping! How awesome?! I don't know why, but i suddenly lost
hope in my dreams and have a feeling of just continue with my simple life. With a steady income
, and happy life. Maybe, i just change? And i don't want to see the future first. I just want
to stay young to live happily. :) How i hope, next year there will be new students coming to
my schools, and same class with me. Must be handsome or pretty of course. I'm trying to make
friends with other countries. I'm quite happy that i able to make friends with Americans,
Philippines, Indonesia,Vietnam, Malaysia, Japanese, korean too! Just a very few friends from
other countries yeah! Okay, bye!

It's Christmas!

WHAT'S UPPPPPPPPPPPPP? *Cough Cough* HEY YO HUMANS! It's Christmas, may be different

time or date to other countries, but this is the real actual day for Chrismtas! And every year

of Christmas, i would celebrate by myself * #forever alone *. But this year is different! I don't

know why, but i feelt that this year Christmas is so important to me. So i spent my Chritmas

with my family, it was a meaningful one after all. By the way, on Christmas Eve, i went to Marina

Square, and over there is like OMG. I totally love that place, full of fashion iteams, and foods!

Of course, i saw Korean foods. HAHAHA, by the way, anyone want go with me, JUST PM ME. :>

Anyway, next week is super important to me, it's the last week of School Holidays, i really

hate it, why does it end it so quickly.However, my mother wish that my holiday can end earier

LOL. Lots of Juniors coming to my school, kinda happy. :> I afraid i can't grow tall and being

misunderstood by them that i am still Secondary one. FUUUUUU, oh i have to slim down too.

It's really hard, i'm trying hard already. Please grante all my wishes, Santa! Bless you :>

Sing me a song.

Hey, what's up everyone ? It's 20/12/2011. 2 more week, going to school reopen. I haven't

even do my math homework, I DONT WANT TO DO. Isn't holiday for us to play? I don't get

it yo. 5 More days to Christmas! It's like so exciting! Althought, we are not the American's

and we are Asians, but Christmas is really exciting! I'm happy that i'm Asians, really. :>

Okay, anyway, this week is such a lazy week for me. Seem like everything going to start

going, bad things will come. It's kinda scary for welcoming 2012. By the way, next year

i'm going find a part time job! SO EXCITED FOR JOBS. Okay, i really don't know what to say.

LOL, it's getting boring nowdays, i'm just wasting my life, wasting my youth. FML, next life

i'm gonna live better. See you next life, God bless me. :>

I've got my dancing shoes and ready hit the night.

Yo! Wha'ts up? Sorry for didn't post these few days? I think? Anyway, how's everyone doing? Great?

Did you enjoy your holiday? I didn't and i wasted my two full month of holiday._. But it's okay, it's

gone already. I only realized i have alot of things to do until this week man, and only two more week

to school reopen. Well, i haven't do my math homework assigned by teacher._. WHY CAN'T THEY LET
US REST DURING HOLIDAY MAN? TEACHERS ARE LIARS.Okay, i having a performance later! I'm kinda

excited! In at the greenridge mall, i think it's a mall, i went to google it. I love the concept because

we have Christmas costume which make it awesome yea.:) Recently there's something happened in

Singapore, i don't know if you guys heard about it. The Saga of Ahbeng. LOL, ignore that, just live

your life, soon the story will pass, and no one will be talking about it anymore. Actually, i afraid &

nervous of next year Secondary 2 life. I'm fear i can't do well or can't make any guy friends, because

most of the guys are those " bad type " Not really bad. Just very stick to blackshot or boys more often.

And there's wasn't really alot of girlfriends i really close with it._. And i want to sit with someone at

least close with, because it gonna be awkward. But sometime, kinda hard because short --> ME.

Okay, whatever, i really don't know what to say. Next week, i'm going to celebrate Christmas with

ALOT OF PEOPLE ! HELL YEAH ! PARTY LIKE A SUPERSTAR.:) Okay, anyway, I wish you guys Merry

Christmas !!! Like seriously, who will not be excited for Christmas? It's like the whole world is

Celebrating! Look at YouTube, look at USA! Even Asian love Christmas ! There's so many Christmas

songs! I WANT TO EAT TURKEY :> AND PRESENT. OHSHIT, I HAVEN'T PREPARE PRESENT OR LETTERS
FOR MY GIRLS. OHSHITOHSHIT. I FORGOTTEN. IM GOING TO DO IT LATER. BYE !

May god bless you!

Hey, how's you're going? Do you still remember that time, when we met? Maybe it's all

because of fate, and god want us to know each other. But, we know each other for so many

years, and you didn't even know this heart of mine who always wanted to do more for you.

You're so attractive, and make me fallen in love , but you're so irresponsible. You make

me love you, but you just treat me as a good friend or because we are not meant to be? You

didn't notice my heart, and my heart always overgrow when we meet. If i say i love you

, you will eventually leave me, and i always have to control this heart of mine. I hate it when

i am the only one who know this feeling. People said if you love one person, you must quickly

tell the person if not, you will be regretted. If i say, i will regretted too. Sometimes, thing

just don't get in your way as what you plan. All you can do, is close your eyes and let go of it.

You, always treat me like a doctor. Once you hurt, you immediately come and find me and i

always treat you as well as i can. However, once you're healthy, you left me. You always

said you're thankful but i don't seem any sincerely in you. You just toying me. Or shall i say

, you don't even love me at all, i was just being native. You hurt me one by one, i was forgive

you. Remember, how we were once so happy, even though, i am only your friend. I waited

for you, and treating you as a precious gift, but i still got nothing. Breathlessly i love you

and only you. I wanted you so badly, i pray you to be mine every night. I really love you.

No matter what, even if you don't like me at all, but i will always if you are tired or sad

and you need someone, I'll always be there. I'll treat you well, so you can rest.I will stand

behind of you quietly, looking at you - The love of a friend.

I wish for boyfriend that can at least hot like him
HELLO ! Well, today might be the last day of posting until after two weeks later.

Well, don't ask why - It's personal reason, i will tell you after two weeks later.:D Before

Christmas ! I AM SO EXCITED FOR CHRISTMAS ! Okay, so this Sunday probably go buy

books with my mother into my school. Gosh, it's gonna be embarrassing & awkward. Well,

to be honest, not actually buy books, taking free books. MAN, what am i going to do when

somebody whom i know saw me with my mother. Well, she's my mother anyway, how can

i do that right ? So bear with it, just get embarrass once and that's it. By the way, that guy

on top is so hot, how i wish at least our school uniform are like this and guys are at least

hot like him. NO offense, just wanted for this. Other countries uniform are so cool , and

their rules of hairstyle wasn't that strict. Singapore school rules is abit too strict. Once

again, NO OFFENSE. Well, i don't really understand why nowdays, children or teens

who are below 16 are really despo for stead ._. Although, i also want a boyfriend ,but i

didn't being so despo . Well, i agree everyone need a partner, but not at this age okay ?

Okay, those words doesn't mean to offense anyone, and if i do, i apologized.

Goodbye & thanks for reading, i appreciate alot.

Here's a song for you people and i edit some of the lyrics, so it's only have one chrous
- After School " Because of You "

I still can't get over you
I never forget. Boy I never forget, boy.
Can't remember how many years it has been since we broke up
But I cry every time when I think about you
Why I’m so eager to see you today?
The sound of rain droplets leaves my heart shaken up.
I regret giving you my love
I regret getting attached to you
I regret holding you back
Why do I have to face the pain alone?
I tried to be your only girl. And did you ever understood my heart?
Now it became the compass. Of broken love. Tears are flowing downAnd soaks the dry lips.
Oh what should I do,Now I can't erase you out of my mind.
I cried a lot because of you (I cried every night~)I laughed a lot because of you.
I believed in the love because of you
I’ve lost everything because of you .
I’m speechless, suffocating and lonely .
The world without you hasChewed out my heart. Stomped on my dignity.
Torn apart my heart .So why did you leave me behind?
It also rained on that day. You’ve stared at me wordlessly
You’ve stared at nothing else but me.Those trembling gazes,And the awkwardly forced smile,
speaks of our separation.
You’ve told me to leave. And the moment leave,you treat me as if I’m insane
It’s just too hard (boy slow down)Then I cry silently and wordlessly.
Cause I want to stay next to you. My luv is true, wanna go back to when I was with you
I miss you. I need you. Even in my dreams I’m with you
I miss you I need you. Rewind back the time I wanna kiss you again ma boy
My heart aches. It’s too much to bear, and where are you? (I cried a lot)
Can’t live without you. Please come back to me , and stay with me.

The day you went away.

Hello. Do you still remember the previous post ? As i promise to post about " The day you

went away ." Well, today's topic is mostly about emotional & stuff like that. If you don't

like it, you just simply cross the red button on top. Well, do you still remember him/her

walk into your life and make a great impact? Do you people remember, how hot they both

of you were once? How sad when both of you break up? Actually, i do so sometimes, it's just

i belong to those type who don't want to show and rather keep it myself. Or should i say,

there's nobody would rather care about how i feel? Think about it for just a minute.

Start to remember those despo time when you need a boyfriend or girlfriend so badly.

And in the end, without few month or few hours, or few days, BREAK - The day you went away

. It's hurting right? Or another story, you satisfied for your love one, yet they still doesn't

know too. They don't know how much you love them, and the most worst thing is, the

feeling only you yourself know it. And, when the day he/she went away- The day you

went away, mean ethier die, or marry. The hurt can actually kills. When you cry like

a mad person wanting him/her back. People who don't know about this kind of feeling

just kept on saying " love only, won't die" Then, why do Love cause lot's of people commit

sucided? Because of you, i am afraid. You came in like a hot candy, and went out like

a cold berg, if i let you in, you only want out. You left so many precious memories and

left me to pain alone. Above there's a new song for heartbroken people. Cheerup + me

THE CITY IS MINE.

Hello There. How's everyone doing? Well, i'm okay and busying with stuff like buying

books & homework. Anyway, today's topic is " THE CITY IS MINE, BITCH" Jokingjoking.

Well, i got this tittle from Jurong Point, i don't know why, this phrase very attractive

. Well, i kind of boring nowdays, and school is staring soon. So fast right? Remember

when you were just entering your new secondary school and being so awkward with the

environment & don't know what to do. Now, you already so close with them. It's really fast

just blink of an eye, you're already adult and one year just pass like that.I don't know

but i had a feeling that next year is gonna be better, i guess so? I think i just wasted

my 2011. I hope everything can repeat again, time rewind please ? Do you still remember

those years, where we were so happy, waiting to grow up? Well, you only can live once,

just live it happily. Okay? Whenever your boyfriend/girlfriend break with you and

cause you so much hurt just said " It's okay, i'm cool like that." And you will feel much

more awesome. You're are the best ! Fighting everyone ! Oh, i got an appointment later

for counselling, don't worry. I'll be fine. :) . I love how koreans sing chinese songs, they

sound so CUTE yea. Next topic, i'll be posting the topic " The day you went away " This

topic is kind of sad & emotional, because i just want to post about 2011's sadness.

Wait for me tomorrow ! :> Remember, THE CITY IS MINE.

Hello everyone. How's everyone ? It's 2 Dec already, time fly really fast! Remember ,
when you were still so young wishing to grow up as soon as possible? Well, i had those
feeling singing SHE's " bu xiang zhang da " - Don't want grow up . Anyway, as we grow
we have alot of things to do that's why our times fly really fast . That's what my mum
said . HAHAHA . Okay, i really want Fitted cap for Christmas. How i hope people will
give me. HAHA. Okay , sorry. Anyway, i had a weird dream last night. Guess what?
Well, it's really scary too. In my dream, i saw the world is ending. Like, there's a very
big big air balloon on top crashing down. It may seem light but it's dangerous. Everyone
was runing, the building was crash and looking so hopeless. The most stupid thing is
i was lying on the grassland floor while everyone was running. Then, after that beside
me was my mother._. One part of the building was dropping so fast and seem like
crashing my mum's head. I try to use my hand to protect her. LOL, then my mother
told me " let it fall and die together because soon everyone also have to die" It's really
scary! This scared me! Rumored said next year 2012 ;the world will end. Also , in
the dream, i wasn't Singapore, the place look like America. Everyone was screaming
and running . The building boomz right infront of me. LOL. If this really happen, let
me tell you, i'm gonna be the first to cry. So, what's your dream? Share it with me by
adding me on facebook ( Wong Lih Tyng ) & Twitter ( @Real_Lihtyng) Don't be shy. I'll
be your great entertainer. :D

Hello December, please be nice to me and make my wishes come true .

Hello Everybody! So good to see you again, happily smiling , waiting for Christmas.

Well , times flies really really fast! This December, i have to buy books, competition,

auditions, slim down, grow tall. LOTS OF THING TO DO! Ohmy, i really scared i can't

grow any taller. I REALLY NEED TO GROW, LIKE SERIOUSLY. I don't want to be that

short. By the way, December is one of my favourite month ! I don't know, just by reading

the word " December " it makes me feel happy. Oh, i'm going Izzah's house later for some

music cases. Then after that, going orchard . :D My house phone currently spolied .

So , message me then. Hmmmmmm.. ( Okay , i know it's awkward because i have nothing

to talk about anymore ) BYE FRIENDS ! :D

This guy is way tooooooo hottttttttttttttttt ! <3
That american guy so hot man . AGREE ? I found this picture at tumblr , and his looks
attracted me to use this picture . Haha , Sorry too much of hot guys now days . I cannot
stand it . By the way , CHRISTMAS IS COMING ! YAY ! HOW AWESOME PEOPLE ? What
do you want for Christmas ? Of course , i want my dream to come true & i want a fitted
cap for present so damn badly . :( Fitted cap is the cap that guy wearing it ! On top !
No clear ? Try google search , It's a hip hop style cap ! I WANT I WANT ! How i hope
somebody can actually give me this for present . I would love that person until nobody
can snatch . I WANT :( LOL , nevermind . By the way ," Fitted Cap " fit well with couples ,
Hm , dirty minded . :P Anyway ,how's everyone doing ? Good ? For me , actually , i am
not good at all . I have alot of things to worry & do , and i worried i can't do well . :( First,
i have Dance competition and i partner a chiobu & tall senior , i felt so small & out when
standing beside her . LOL ._. Today , i think i might be packing my books & exercise to
slim down of course ._. Anyway , there's also one thing i most afraid of , MY HEIGHT .
I really , extremely scared i can't reach 160cm . :( Being short , is killing me . PLEASE
, i WANT GROW TALL & SLIM DOWN . :( If i can't grow tall anymore , IF UH . I think
i gonna kill myself or go for plastic surgery to put those fake metal bar inside my
bone so that it can increase my height . BUT GONNA PAIN LIKE DON'T KNOW WHAT.
I don't know , but i feel like going for plastic surgery . :P I'M JOKING ! I don't know,
depends my en-duration & money & environment . See me in 5 year times ! When i
reach 18 , i want to have slim body & tall ! I'm gonna be like those Miss Universal .
Hahah , i must work hard , of course . :D Okay , that's all . :D

NomNom , Gummy worms ! Colourful yummy earth worms .

Hello ~ Everyone ! Well , i just finished one of my competition & many more

to go . Wth , i already hate competition , i mean i love performances , is just that

i don't want to be witht the seniors , it's really hard for me to talk , act . Seriously

, everything . I have to be a very poliet in my talking & action , have to help them

even if you don't want to & topic you know , you can't even join their groups( Like,

a group by a group . Girl's friends together , guy's friend together . ) Those kind ,

they will be like why you so extra . I felt very stress & tough to work with them .

I still remember once , i was so new in the performance as it's was the first time

, so i made alot of mistake & the choreographer scolded alot , and ask the whole

group to redo . I heard someone from the back said " stupid sia , like that also

cannot get it correct " then , alot of sighing here & there . I almost cry man .

I love dance , but i hate the CCA . Well , you won't understand how i felt , i can't

joke around with them , they were like all so serious .Sorry , talk to much , i just

want to let out my feeling man . Okay , nevermind , so the MAMA ( Mnet Aisa

Music Award ) held in SINGAPORE THIS YEAR . I WAS LIKE OMG , and the

worst thing is , i cannot goooooo . NO MONEY = NO TICKET = NO AWARD =

NO IDOLS . Nevermind lorh , next life . When i rich first , okay ? Bless me ,

people . May God Bless MEEEEEEEEEEE .

Superman's sweet - Ability to gain power , protein , energy & refresh of mind .

HOW AWESOME , IF I HAD THOSE SWEET MAN . Well , hello everyone ! I'm here

again , appearing on your computer screen to annoy you . Yes , you , don't have

to turn , it's you , YOU ! Joking , i am here to annoy you with my words . Yeah :D

Anyway , i have a competition this Saturday . Gosh , i think i really going crazy

for this competition because i got alot of scolding & i cannot do well , i almost cried

after i get scolding . Okay , after dancing training , i get injuries " Blueblack &

scratches & my muscle pain like don't know what " I really want to do well , but

my choreographer always said i didn't put in effort . I felt so fucked up every

dance lesson , not become of scolding because those seniors , i felt very werid

together with them like totally different world of people & no friends over there

. Man , it's been very hard for me . Anyway , this week , very bored . Training &

no time & no money to go out ._. Maybe ,next year ? I go bugis AGAIN YAY !

Eeling also jio me to watch 23:59 , thinking about it , make me scared ._.

I love scary movie , but just don't dare to watch . :p Never mind , i need to be brave

. Okay luh , goodbye !

Hello . How's everyone doing ? Well for me , Yeah, I'm just tired. (T)orn apart, (I)nsecure, (R)eally faking a smile,

(E)xtremely sad, (D)rowning in my tears. I realized everything happened for it's reason and ,

i being tired has it's reason on it . Okay the puppy onto very , extemely cute right ? I always

wanted a small puppy as a pet , but my mother disallow . Once i had a hamster , it's was

the cutest thing in my life , but as day passes , i become really lazy and have not fed him

or help him change the cage . But , of course i realized it and fed him , but lazy to change it

cage . So , it became very smelly ,my mother wanted to throw it away . However , i felt

so guilty and decided to let it free instead of throwing it away . Thinking about it now ,

i wonder how's my hamster " HamHam " been . I really , really ,really miss him . I felt

so gulity at the times , and hate myself for treating it so badly . Oh , and once i was

younger abit , i had a tortoise as my pet . It's was kinda long time ago , i remember that

he was sick and no appetite to eat any food , so he passed away , i cried for one day . HOW

CRUEL ! Of course , i cried for my hamster and tortoise . Thinking about it now , i don't

dare to have any pets because i'm afraid that i'm might cause them to die or whatever .

Okay , anyway , how's everyone been ? Awesome uh , hope so . Tomorrow , have CCA

and i don't feel like going , like seriously . FML , byebye

I guess that's why what saying goodbye is always like - like jumping off an edge . The worst part

is making the choice to do it . Once you're in the air , there's nothing you can do but let go .

Hello , this is how i felt right now . Well , i think i already in the sky half way dying soon.

Nowdays , lots of unhappy stuff are blocking my way . I'm really going crazy . I really don't

know what to do , i failed in friendship . I caused my bestfriend to cry , all my fault . To see

us serprate , it's scare me . But to see us carry on like this , it's scare me more . I really

don't know what to do , really , really . I swear it's hurt and it's making wanna cry .

I thought i can live better without you , but in fact i am nothing you , and how much i

missed you . My heart cannot be hidden- it's getting bigger- it hurts . Everyday , there's

fear & i am so sick of it . It's hard for me to live my life , and live your life . IT"S HARD .

Ahh , i don't want go CCA , it's boring there , no friends to talk with , still have to suffer

under the seniors .I swear i really hate my life ,really , really , really . Why must i born ,

why must i have to be the lucky one ?

Goodbye .

11/11/11 <3

Hello ! Today is a very , extremely , important day ! It's 11/11/11 ! Once you missed today

you never gonna have it anymore until the next 100 year later ! See , how important today !

11/11/11 is for you to make wish , dreams , everything ! For you to find your lover , make your

dream , do something for your love one , anything ! Well , the timing can be 11.11am , 1.11pm

11.11pm , 1.11am . As long as there 11111111 , you can wish for yourself , family , friends ,

dreams , anything you want ! Well , they said once you wish on 11/11/11 your dream will

come true . Well , i don't know if it real ._. But , this the only hope for everything . :D

i wished in the morning but missed in the afternoon , but i have 11.11pm ! One more chance

to wish alot of you want , mostly important ! I really hope they come true ! Okay , so bye

bye ! Remember to wish for today ! Me too ! I'll be wishing !

Today is 11/11/11 i want something amazing to happen today !

Bless me god , once 11.11pm struck i'll be talking to with you . Bless me , love you god .

The sea is the prefect place for you & me .
Hello . How are you people ? Well , sorry for the previous post , i was totally moody and
feel freak out , that's why . Well , i wasn't really good mood nowdays and should i say
i am really unhappy , yes i am sad . I dislike November , i thought November
would be a good month for me . In fact , it's same as the rest of the month , things just
doesn't go right for me . Everything seem so fast for me to accept & walk with it . I felt
guilty , i didn't donate the money to an poor lady that i saw in bugis ._. At that time , i
really had no coin & was rushing , there's alot of people pushing by the way ._. So, i was
kind of regretted . But nevermind , next time . So , okayokay i just push all my problem
aside and live with it , face reality . Well , i had tuition because my mother wants to .
So , i was like wth ?! i already so stress still have tuition , so nevermind just go with it .
BEAR WITH IT , LIHTYNG . Okay , tomorrow is class outing , i kinda happy yet abit of
worried . BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO WEAR ?! i really don't know ._. And , i'm
afraid it's not going to be fun with 4o people around going take mrt together & at the beach
._. Alright , let's skip the topic . Well , this week is the worst week i had . I didn't finished
my mission but making everyone smile , in fact i am the one who cause people to be sad
. I don't know , i cried alot since yesterday . I really unhappy with myself , i keep on
blaming myself & why things doesn't go right ? Everything seem so up & down .
*sigh* I really don't know what to do , what to do ?
Okay , bye .

MY MOOD .

Bugis street !

HELLO PEEPS ! I'm back from Bugis Street with my crazy friends ! It's was awesome ,

we were laughing all the way , and of course , we went shops by shops . It was tiring

though , but was fun . So , first we went to Bugis street for shirts , pants & shoes . :D

Then , walk here & walk ther , aftert that , finally , we went to a shop that the auntie

is super friendly , we even chat with her , i brought my pant from her , then she give

student price , then they brought alot too . Then , after that went back to MRT to travel

to Ikea , it's was very fun . Waiting for MRT & Bus . Then reach Ikea , saw sofa then

sit down . Until so embarrassing , too tired , then act like we were the owner fo the home .

Laugh like mad , then went to Ikea the cafeteria . Whitney go resevered for sit , Lichin

& me go line up , it's alot of people . The aunties were very rude & no manner , we are

costumer , yet think we are kids , don't serve us with good attitude , but when American

step in , they became so polite . Wth right ? So look down on us . Then , eat together , the

food was very nice ! American style , spell me alot of money in whole trip , i'm going

bankrupt . Then , went home . LOL , eneded . But , it was very fun ! Hope to have lots

of this kind of outing , shopping & eating good stuff together , sharing food . Okay .

That's all . Byebye ! :D

The sun is shinning , the birds are singing , the street is full of life . What a wonderful morning !

Oh , Hello there ! My friends ! Such a wonderful Day today ! The cold breeze blew toward my

skin . I love morning , yeah . There's no burning sun , but cold air , street is full of life !

Breathing through the fresh air , it's a good day to walk :D I love night & morning just dislike

afternoon :( Anyway , so yeah , Monday going out with Lichin to bugis to buy my pant .

I cannot wait , to meet her ! LOL . By the way , Thursday there's class outing , how awesome !

Xinrui is back from Korea by that time , she promise to give me present from MADE IN KOREA.

HOW AWESOME?! Ohyeah , nowdays , i living so positively , because i believe Life is full

of hope & love ! People , cheer up , life is so short & only once in a lifetime , and time

is precious , cannot be living sad everyday right ? Well , sometimes , i did cry and get so

emotional , but after awhile , i will be alright , i just forgive & forget and live beautiful .

This is how we should live ! But , the most i hate is CCA ._. I really don't want go for cca

because my teacher very fierce & there's no friends there . All of them are seniors , i always

sit alone and daze . What a sad life right ? I only able to get crazy when 1E3'11 is around !

Oh , i'll going to 2E3 next year , i think so , if i am not wrong . Well , sometimes i don't

understand why people want to stead so desperately at this age . Well , i have stead three

times before , but i realized i so stupid , i don't even know what is love or i really love him

and go for stead . When , sometimes , i admit i'm jealous of couples on the street being so

happy together . But , in fact , being single now is good , enjoying my life & youth and

at this age is good times to catch dream , being so ambition . :D Agree ? Yeah , byebye !

Currently listen : Bigbang - Let me hear your voice .

Believe that this is a human's hand ?

Well , i got shocked when i saw this photo while i'm browsing thought those

African photos , one by one , i felt so guilty about what i have . I was so lucky

to born in Singapore & live so healthy . Yet i still complain & get stress & unhappy

about this life . Have you ever think that your mother 's food not nice , and wanted

to eat other else ? Do you ever feel that school are stupid ? Do you ever feel that city

life are too stress and want to die ? Do you ever think of dying to solve problems ?

Well , i did , and i felt so stupid of myself for commit suicide & i decided to live positive

in life , and be happy with my own life , because we only have once in a life time .

We can't be possibly bringing sad face & be sad everyday right ? We still have to move

on in life and face the reality & be lucky to have this kind of good life . Sometimes ,

i just think that people are funny . They don't cherished how much they worth , and

being unhappy all the times . And life is like this , move on . Look at other countries .

I just don't understand , why world so cruel ? Those poor people

are also humans yet why are they suffering the life ? In pain , being kill if get

too much people in the village , no money , no food , no proper environment for

studying , no proper clothes , no proper family like us . That's really call , pain & stress .

And that's a story : A photographer went to their country to photo those picture

, so one day , he saw a child almost dieing because of hunger , then beside him , there's

a bird waiting for him to die & eat him up . So , the photographer took the picture ,

and he kill himself . You know why ? That photographer got so stress & sad about

their environment until he cannot take it , and kill himself , because it's too cruel to

the people over their . It's really really sad . Imagine their live , so i promise myself

when i'm grow up or rich . I swear i am so going there to help , i will do my best for them

provide them everything if i can . I SWEAR , GOD . BLESS THEM . I am going to help

the world , even if i can't , i will still try my best . THIS IS ONE OF MY TARGET .

Maybe , i'm gonna help the old folk's home or children or animals SPCA during

my holidays ? :D I really want to help them . May god bless me & them .

Ukiss 's Kevin & Kiseop .

The photo nice right ? Can't believe it's KPOP ? Same as me , i thought this photo was

from tumblr that some random guys took it . However , i didn't realized it's UKISS until

someone the owner wrote Kevin & Kiseop . The two guy are my favourite in Ukiss . I kind

of moody today . Because , morning , went very early for Dance . However , i was sweating

because the sun was burning & and the dance room haven't open . Nowdays , i very tan

, i did it on purpose , because i want grow tall ! They said , sun give out vitamin D which

help to grow abit . I don't if it real , don't go tan yourself , cause i'm not sure . I regretted

for tanning myself , didn't grow tall , yet tan my skin darker already . SAD LIFE . So ,

i was like , nevermind . Okay , enough of myself . Okay so , after that , i went for dance ,

yes it was so AWKWARD that i don't know who to turn to . I was so quiet throughout . Then

, there's a part , where i have change my position , but one of my senior accidentally went to

my position and cause me to confuse , in the end , i was late for the dance step , my

choreographer scolded me , and said " Lihtyng , if you don't get your step right , i will ask

someone to replace you uh " in a very mean voice . I was so shocked , and caught in the middle

, i didn't do anything wrong , yet scold me . :( So , i was moody all the way home . This even

worse , stay at home , no lunch and i was so hungry . Even though , there's biscuit in kitchen

, i don't dare go , because i have a phobia in ghost at the kitchen . So , i was stone with my ladtop

all the way , my mum came back . How sad right ? Today , wasn't a good day for me , all

my friends are busy , no one free with me ._. Except Sijie , she said she want come my house

but i told her , i don't even dare move . *Sigh * I'm used to it . It's my fear , don't worry

for me . Okay , i think i talked alot . PEACE (Y)

November , behave oh !

Hello EVERYBODY ! TO DAY IS 1/11/11 ! Wow , so one day . Teehee , how's everybody ?

Well , i'm fine , not really fine by the well , LOL . Anyway , I really hope November be a

really good month , i have alot of things to do , and really hope everything goes well as i

planned . I really scared of up coming competitions , auditions , slim down - plan . I haven't

start yet , i promise i start tomorrow okay ? Because , everytime , when i reach the stadium

, there's alot of people , until i very awkward to jog there & everytime , i run , my bang always

be centre parting make me feel so unglam . ._. I reall y dislike , how i hope , there's only me

in the stadium . WOW , GOOD :D Try luh , if can , i'll be jogging tmr in the evening instead

of morning ._. Oh , next week , go buy pants & shirts with my crazy friends at bugis . Also

, climb the mountain with my crazy friends + swimming with them & clas outing ! YEAH

I MISS MY CLASSMATES SO MUCH , THAT ALMOST EVERYDAY GO OUT WITH THEM :D

Oh , Xinrui going to korea this Thursday , aww , so envy of her . SO GOOD :D I miss her at

the same time , she promise to buy stuff from korea and give it to me , how sweet !

Well , Ethel help me find a baggy pants to give me , cause i need it asap . How sweet

of her ! SHE SO NICE TO ME , I LOVE HER YA . I miss 1E3'11 so much , seriously .

I like how we always eat lasksa every recess , we share food , share drink , with our

saliva . They took care of me like big sisters , even thought i'm older ._.

I'm really thankful & thank god to have good sisters like them . Although , we

might not be able to same class with each other , i just hope everyone be happy !

NOVEMBER FIGHTING ! :D

HAPPY HALLOWEEN ! TRICK OR TREAT ! BOO !

Happiness of 1E3'11

The girl beside me is one of my crazy friend . <3

The 3Li's ; Lihtyng , Lichin & Lipming

I love this one the most among 1657 photos .

Trying to take on more time . :p

HAHA , Xinrui took the photo by zooming in , when i'm not ready ._.

This book is from Lichin's .

I have friends from other race too !

This girl named " Yanqing " My first stead " lover " We used to be very shy

and don't know each other well , by through out monthly , we became as

close as Infinite Sungkyu & Myungsoo . She's rock !

Lichin , she is my beloved sistar , she & i had a same type . We are just like each other ,

She has a camera shy , but always look pretty no matter what people said her . She's

the best among all my friends , she NEVER fail to make me smile , we always stick together

sing songs , joke , insulting one another in a fun way , always stay together . We both KPOP

lover , and don't mind about one another , we tell one another stories . We share childhood

and always laughed at it . We have the same surname , and same number in class , almost

everything the same . People thought we were sister , and how i wish she was , so that i can

go crazy with her . She , always make me smile , and go crazy with me like nobody's business

I can't think of the days without her , she made an impact in my life

that i will never forget her .

The Lollipops from My beloved mother's love teacher ; MS TEO ! Since the lollipop are

colourful , we decided to take photos on it ! Don't be jealous of our closeness .

Drinking those award from the inter class competition ; second place ! Actually , these

award are not win by us , we just cheer for the participant which is our classmates !

im so proud of them aka Sijie , Fatin , Isabel , Charmine , Yanqing , Angie & Xinrui !

Hm , my beloved brother ! Don't get misunderstood ! Although , we took alot of photos

together last time , doesn't mean we are couple . I love him like a brother that really

care for me , guys may think he such a gay , because he hang around with girls ,

but that their problem , HE is way too awesome among all the guys i meant , he mature

and not Sex-ist , you know stay away from girls those kind . He very mature , i remember

once , he help me to copy the book because i lost it , and he help me alot , that i'm really

thankful . If i could , i want a god brother like him . HE IS TOO AWESOME :D

Retake , because Lichin blocked me again . ._.

This is our class photo during cleaning up . 1E3'11 is way too awesome , everyone of

them are the best , they may look simple , but they are awesome . :D

Can you spot me ? HHAHAAH :D

Oh , i'm sorry for Ethel , i didn't manage to take a photo with her , because

she didn't come on that day , but nevermind , i took photo with her today , she

might be upload , stay tune ! Well , i'm kind of sad , even though , i'm going

to express classes and my result improve alot , i should say . But , i'm go going

to miss 1E3'11 . I went to hug everyone today , just maybe i miss them too much

, and since the last day . But , we still have class outing anyway . I miss all the

teachers , they just too awesome ! And seriously , secondary school really make

great impact in your life , that you can't forget :)

I love you 1E3'11 never stop smiling . :D