Everybody changed,teachers changed.This morning,I was sitting on the bus,no friends
was there with me,every time there would be Cheryl,Kah Siang,Sze Tong,Arfina(more)
now,I am the only one,cause some of them are earlier or late,they would always changed time
anyways,I'll post once in a month only.afternoon when I heard Eric spoiled the small bottle
that I gave to Ee Ling.I was flabbergasted,Ee Ling cried,I wanted to kill Eric! I was disappointed
in Ee Ling,Totally,she didn't tell me,after Zhang Yan told me,she didn't know how broken my heart
is,she thought that I was happy,so she didn't even care,yet she laughed with her friends,Cheryl still
said ask me to buy her a new one,the only one in Earth yet Ee Ling still,she changed,she ignored me
Cheryl,Michelle&Melissa still push the blame on me.I'm ENOUGH! MY SADNESS IS LIMITED!
when I ran to hide myself,I saw Ee Ling still playing & laughing with friends,she didn't care about me
I really felt like crying,but I didn't show,after that recces is end went hall,I used the badminton racket
to hit Eric legs,& I going to kill him.then MT Ee Ling cried cause Eric scolded her,Eric I'm going to kill you
for Sure really! Then Ee Ling cried,wilcent& Melissa make her smile,That should be me,but she ignored me
she laughed,I told her where the broken glass of the bottle,she said they throw away,that hurt me,she can fixed it
back using Super Glue,but she didn't she said it with a smile,I looked at her sadly,she didn't cherished me anymore
nor the things of our memories,now Ee Ling you happy huh?YEAH YOU.That bottle was me beloved father gave
it to me & ask me to keep it & my father said "If you find someone who you cherished the most,gave it to him/her"
I told my father " yes Papa I already had someone " but now.I'm going make my father disappointed,sorry Papa maybe
the person didn't cherished me as I do,I was wrong.
after recess,went back to class,Melissa blame me that I blame Ee Ling she used 29 paper which are together
and hit my head my stomach and face,I"M ENOUGH! I used to scared of her,NOW when she hit me
My anger was out! I YELLED"I'M ENOUGH" Everybody think I was easily to be bully& kind,but I was a bad
girl I do crime,I try to hide my sadness & my true colour,but since everybody think I'm a Moran & a stupid,I'm
ENOUGH! I try to stop hitting people Like the girls does,but Ee Lin always ask me to bit the boys,I won't
&she angry with me,now I changed already,I show my true color,I won't scared people rape me,touch me
I'm a bad girl,maybe when I grow up,I going to earn dirty money huh.
After home,my mum scolded me for no reason,my mother hate me,she
shouldn't bring me to earth.My sadness & anger hidden since I was primary three,cause that was where my father,mother
started cold war.Now I disappointed my Papa,I was not a good child,not a good anymore,I'm going to do crime soon
& going to sex with people soon.Believe it or not? your choice.I'm going to sell myself if I fail myself again
Dad,Mum I'm sorry.I shouldn't be alive,my sister should she can afford to still with you all,she smarter and
she have brain,she have future,why waste your time on me?My mum was right to treat my sister better.
I shouldn't be sad.My runaway Love,forget me,I forget you cause I'm not fit to be yours.
I need a coffee to drink out my bitter inside my stomach.
This Picture is werid,but fashion .
