Saturday, 17 July 2010

From your toes up to your head

Days 255, haven't find you nor yellow pages
I'm flying away from Singapore! (means I'm flying away from computer)
I need to banned myself from using too much computer as my monthly test; poor
result,anyways from today onwards I will never post,facebook,MSN,twitter anything,until my
PSLE is over! So,I'm going to set up my plan,I'm looking forward to PSLE over,then We can
play whatever we want! & I will stop watching TV, I can watch only 1 hour from Monday
to Friday only,But I will still find you & yellow pages,don't worry! I'm flying there!
to reach the highest building! and even reached the sun!
1,2,3 fly! I forgot Humans don't fly but Humans climb !

Friday, 9 July 2010

I Will Never Hate The Love Until You Hate Me

(Day 246,haven't find you neither yellow pages)
Just had my Dinner,it has been 246 days,where can I find you?where? do
you except me to wait for 1000,10000 days?I hate god! SUPER HATE!I don't care about
god anymore,HATE FOR LETTING ME LOSING EVERY THINGS!I LOSE MY STUDIES
MY LOVER,MY FRIENDS EVERY THINGS! I EVEN LOSE MY EYES! well,this morning PE
while waiting teacher,he accident shot the bottle till hit my eyes,I not crying but the eyes
cannot take it them it cry,I have my two eyes hurt before by bottle so unlucky! Math:
Miss Lee take us to computer lab,I want to sit with___but,___want to sit with someone
then I have no choice left alone,after this Science,PE,Recess,Science,MT,SS,after that
went to green hub,I got the worst shocked of my life,she said something that really kill my
heart,I try to clam down,finally,I take it on other side,cause I know I cannot show my "true
color" the K-ge,home dinner.Tmr I have a competition,then I near to go school then take bus to
somewhere to take a test with other two school (ST JOHN) so,I need to go practised,I will not post
for this two weeks,until MT4 is finished.Today I rest,tmr work till night,arh* know why today
picture is HATE? YES,HATE MY LIFE HATE FRIEND S's attitude HATE GOD,HATE PEOPLE
why don't you kill me?I get you 10000,well dream about a man kill me,with knife,woohs I love
it hope is real really,I don't mind the pain,but I mind the pain of my Life
I will never hate the love until you hate me.......

Friday, 2 July 2010

No more than it is

(Days 239,I haven't find you & the Yellow pages)
Yesterday,6.30 am off to school,7pm reached school die for bored,then math;Boring
then science,when Miss Lim ask me a question about evaporation,then my mind freak out
I was shocked & crazy,My mind was really totally blank! so of them tell me the answer softly
but,I couldn't even know what were they talking,alien language,My mind just thinking of you
oh my gosh,what happening to me? then P.E,I don't know why my PE teacher kept on talking about
world cup? she waste our 45 mins just to talk about world cup then she spoil James' world cup key
chains,that's why we only have 15 mins to play Ice& Freeze.Then Science,cause our late,Teacher scold
us,then social studies; Miss Lee ask us to draw about "things" on Singapore then I drew,yet so tired&
boring,I choose the boys+1 girl group cause there no more people I can choose,all of them are perfect
yet I feel so left out.My Life is just like a music,sometimes sad,happy,rock,pop..&I never find the
Melody.Violin People say its a relax ,soft music to listen with your lover,yet I'm not find you yet!
without you my life is really fear for me to live in,where are you now?