Sunday, 30 May 2010

What Is Trust?

Hello Humans,no picture for today as I'm lazy to upload and
I found lots of touching story in YouTube that make me cry alot.
I found that Life Is Hard,But Somehow,
there always an angle came by to help you that is why there a word"Touching"
(Have Not Find my Yellow Pages Yet)
Neither you,
another disappointment :(
Quote:
MUST ALWAYS REMEMBER:
It So Hard to Build Up A Trust
Where you can crushed over a night...

Saturday, 29 May 2010

Why Can't You Be Here?

Wooh just woke up,and had a crazy dream about I was driving a car that
I have to finished a mission to collect all my homework and do all in one day
but,I almost do my homework all,just left math & 5 compo,maybe it too stressful
as Ysd morning till Night I 'm doing lots of homework,and now I'm too drunk.
Luckily,my sister will go camp for five days! I'm FREE! for awhile..then I would
do my homework first! for some time,I would find my lost love,*Sight*I need a
yellow pages,PLEASE? I been finding my lost love about 7 month,but to no avid
last night,I'm doing my English paper,I read about a story about a runner who leg is
crippled yet she still want to finished the line but not winning any trophy or beat other
and she done it! Finished,this story make us strong,but no for me,I can't no I can't
I'm so Drunk damn Drunk,I'm so tired feel like dying.WHYWHYWHY?WHY ARE
YOU DOING THIS TO ME?YOU KNOW IT HURT!WHERE ARE YOU NOW?
you can
be anywhere in Singapore,but how can I know where you live?so,I need yellow pages
I miss you so much!please don't go?
Quote:
I not afraid to say 'I love you' in front of you,
But I afraid the respond from you...

Thursday, 27 May 2010

Taste Of Happiness

Taste of happiness,have you try before? for me not yet, well,Last week,we were
so busy! it study,Nafa,Study.after all the Nafa ,my muscle are so pain ached here
ached there! for stomach is the worst,so pain! can't even laugh!well,this June holiday
must really work double hard! I would go library and borrow as many book.As for my
standard,I don't think I can pass.Haiz! Life so HARD! Teacher always say our life so relax
but in fact,it NOT!NOT!NOT! let's die shall we? we shall right?Looking out of the window
and stare at the sky make me relax,it white and baby blue,but who know doomy cloud
will still gonna come,who can control it? maybe God? Open Happiness for me okay?
I need happiness.this morning,I woke up,and I can't sleep back cause I got a crazy dream
I dream about two Man are a robbery turn out became Kidnapper,there three of the children,
one is me,we were hiding but they found me,I grab anything that I could attack,then went into
the store room hide ask both of them out,then all of us use the chair to hit back,then I woke up!
is a crazy Dream damn Crazy! well,I found that not Yellow Book,it Yellow Pages.My bad,well
if you have it please kindly lend to me?Please?
Quotes:
I got nothing left,
last thing left was my soul,
If,I continued to Move on,I need you to
Jump start my heart again
and that will be' my taste of Happiness'

Friday, 21 May 2010

俗语说:"爱是人肉做的"

今天早上,我吃了面。饱饱的!我觉得在学校很无聊,也很痛苦。
昨天,我们去Singapore River吃了很多Beef,好饱哦!然后,我们去
吃ice-cream.that Ice-cream man was funny,he playing trick on me,then everyone
laugh I'm on the limelight!然后,去了很多shopping centre.哈哈,我觉得
我的拼音很weak.要学习,those English-educated,I'm sorry.so sad!这个星
期和6月我将会很忙。我不知道你在读吗?我希望你知道我不会忙
到,我不理你的,不怕,我在你身边再保护你。我的爱更好,不
要忘了我的爱...6月我会、回去学校,我会很忙,因为小6会考来了
要努力!老师们请你们教我哦!黄荔庭,不会打倒的!加油!各位!
你们也要努力!老天!你要帮我,那,我会努力的去找你!等我,
!我需要yellow book!好心的人,请你lend我吗?因为有一个人是我非
找不可!我也会忙着找!在这里,我要你知道我爱你!
  • 我想你。我爱你,可是我找不到你。你跑去哪了?
  • 靠近我这里,这样我能爱你

Saturday, 15 May 2010

Bad times gonna come

Dear People,Ysd, night,I had a crazy Dreams I don't sleep well,It a
Nightmares.This is my old problem,I start Imagine i saw a phantom(Ghost)
oh,Imagination come alive again.two week ago,My imagination start,the first
week,when I was laying in my bedroom,when I turn my head and look at
the window,I saw a Phantom.OMG! it real,then I quickly close my eyes and
Nightmares start coming out,the second week,while I was doing my science
assignment,a question that about Shadow of one ball,then when i blink my
eyes,it one ball became TWO!I shook my head,then it only one ball.I told my mum
about it she say it just my eyes playing trick on me.my heart pounding hard
and fast."It is my eyes playing trick on me or It my imagination?!?!?!?!?!"
I really can't sleep well,Ysd night from 10pm till 3.30am I was awake.
Dreams,I dream about friends,Drama,Teacher and Phantom.I remember once,
Miss Siah was in my dream,she kept scolding me,pushing me,force me
to do my work and exam,but in real life she not that.then Drama I could feel like
I'm acting!I could even cry in Dream.I could feel Hugging of the body and tears roll
down. It just so weird! I'm a dreamer.I'm dream alot but not Imagination!!!!!!
Spending all my time just to Love you
Spending all my money just to buy you something
spending all my time to help you
then,what about you?

Friday, 14 May 2010

The Little Love I Got For You,Plase Keep?

Hi There,I back after one week Exam; SUCKS! math:39/100! Science:53.5/100
English(NOT YET) Chinese:(NOT YET!) Well,after Badminton back woo,so tiring
Playing with.Sze Tong,Kah Siang,Owen,Cheryl,Jasmine so tired! After Bath, I felt
Better. Air-Con man is here helping to fix air-con :) and My God-Sister is here,she
look sad,maybe sshe got stress? but she just 2-3! haha,SCHOOL SUCKS! well,just now saw
PeiQi & LiQi ripe? bot of them are my senior,we wave one and other :D> I must Get To
D.S.A School! to show my talents! Mrs Quewk I think she gonna scold me badly for
the HELL BOOKLET! Arhh! Well,Dad just gave me two new Shirt;White and Green,So Nice
Today,i could saw Miss Lim really disappointed in us.She work So hard yet,we disappointed
her, PE other teams fight with us,so do other.They quarreling The games.*sight*
why must they like that,some of people are goody-two-shoes,Then got emery, some
people lie to one and other.I always wanted to ask people"WHY PEOPLE ARE SO CRUEL?"
"WHY CAN'T PEOPLE HAVING CARE ONE OTHER THEN FIGHTING?"
"WHY IS THERE CRIME? WHY THE WORLD CAN'T HAVE WORLD PEACE WHY WHY?"
Sometimes, I want you to know...
You can Hate Me,
You can Ignore Me,
You can Yell at Me,
You can Misunderstand Me,
You can Beat Me,
I Don't Mind at all,
But the only things you can't stop is the
Love I got For you...

Friday, 7 May 2010

When the night closes in?

Hi All,Ysd,went out with Sze Tong to play Badminton actually,we wanted to
go for Jogging but Jasmine didn't come so there two of us then after that we go 'Mama's shop'
to buy drink then we share as I'm the one who have money"I buck" then when we were walking
we saw LiQi hoho with her (BF) then getting in home late, the phone rang; it was EeLing
I did tell her lots of things but the things is I will miss her. saying it make me cry so much
morning late afternoon,We will help my mum to have a surprise as mother's day round the
corner Just Like my Sa1! is the day before! HOW HOW! need more another 24+5 hour please?
well,just try my luck this time:( well got lots of homework not done yet,but I will try as much
as I can!
Sometimes there many reasons I have to run away
Sometimes I can't be you Best Friend Of all as I don't fit to be
Sometimes (her name) I must let you know I always be there
even die or life,I your best friend will still protect and let you Happy
Promise me one last thing; Don't Be Like Me!

Sunday, 2 May 2010

It Just a FairyTales In There...

ARHQ!! Ysd afternoon,my mum got crazy! she keeps on scolding me and put my hair
just because of the towel bowl and the tuition fee?Towel Bowl: I forget to cover the cover,then
she scold me next,she said the money of the fee is like throwing into the sea,then She put my
hair! I don't know why! eesh,Then I got scolded by my tuition teacher,i cannot pay attention to her
as there alots of things I'm not deal yet! they won't understand me! I want freedom not control!
I hope I could fly,really hope! then after tuition,my mum knows it,
she scold me and ask my not to watch
Tv anymore,neither having tuition anymore! ARH! Hate control! I'm not hers pet! I'm her daughter!
FREEDOM! I think I should ran away from home,the things keep flashing on my mind!
well,this morning My sis and mum keeps hating me! I hate them too! I feel like"ARH!"
screaming on them! I really hope I can have my own privacy and FREEDOM and MY DREAMS,
Target! but all of this they control!!!I just Need my dreams is that very hard for me is indeed hard
HATE! I want hope! ;( really want! I want to fly! (have not find yellow book yet :( )
Quote:
Here I am Holding you tight,
Here I am Who always there,
I Don't Care Love Is That Strong
I Just Need A Second to kiss you
Is that Prove to you?
I'm always love you?
I just want you to Know My Love For you,
will never ends (P.S Pineapple)