Are You Still You?If Not,Please Lie To Me...

It me again,still in the emo world with emo friends,no should be happy

friends..cause they don't care about what "EMO" they just don't know...

Everythings change, best friends change, best friend of all change...*sight*

why will I be in this lonely world with no one,

I never knew that will our friendship be the end..

will she treasure it? will she just care about it?

Let me tell you the answer she will say yes to me, but when I look into her eyes

those lieing words in her mind I can see it,I can feel it she will not treasure our

friendship really,I'm telling you...one years later, she totally will ignore me...

and I been lie again,Ysd, I was hurt the most..I hurt by someone really..

not about the slapping but someone who hurt me yet someone don't care at all,

I hope everythings back to the same cause I don't wanna leave in this lonely world..

I just so sad with someone and get so hurt..

That I don't wanna have anymore friendship, anymore her information,anymore

her things,I don't want her anymore,I just only want the smile of her, but not our

friendship anymore no............it so black so black, left a little hole of light, soon gone

I back in this lonely world,and it the ends..................ends......

A friend who always join you,

A friend will be by your side when

your scared or alone.......

A Friend will make you smile,

A friend will on your side,no matter

what happened....

But I telling you, This won't

happen to me :(

What Did You That You Have Hurt Me? Think Of It...

Do You believe in Love? Do you trust the one you love?

average people say 'YES I love him/her!' but to me Love is just

a troublemaker..I used to be trick,I used to forgive someone always

forgive and forget...But i'm telling you don't forgive someone easily

as he/she will still hurt you..Just like me i trust the person so much

that I get nothing back from the person,I only get hurt..Now I know,

that people say if you love him/her you should be trusted and stay

together..But it hurt me how can I be together? it a stupid 'love' to

make my life so sad...

But this,morning I woke up, everythings became werid and hateful

days for me...God playing trick on me...I went play computer and there's

a call..I though it was the person but it was my mom...It just can't stop thinking

of the person which I call 'momoren' in English( someone)

Later on, tuition I just so tired and kept thinking of momo ren..get a scolding from

teacher...then after that, wanted to get some sleep as I'm so tired that I

never been so tired before..but still can't when I close My eyes, that momoren

been into my mind! I hate To think of it! Do you think god trick me?

when I hate the momoren,it always be in with me,always saw momo ren,

and I don't want to see momoren,it always walk past me, HOW????

I Hate It momoren hurt me betray me let me get hurt over and over again

you just knew know a person who was always get hurt, and waiting for

you..and that's me..you just never know I the only one who love you,care you

....I can give all my money,study,friends,family just because of you..

I'm doing as I hate you more that I love you,I just can't hate you!

All I wanted was to be together will you?

it just so hard to make it.....

I Hate to be with you in this world a you hurt me..

Happy Birthday Lih Tyng!

Yea I'm Finally 12 older than all my friends! woah!

But I don't fell like growing up as My time will bacome

stress than ever....D: But wish I never be an adult as

I cannot see you anymore, even is my birthday...I'm

still alone, no alot of friends no one seen to care only Jia Xin

who talk to me when I was alone :D thank Jai Xin now I

know you're a very good friend! By The way I just finished

my cake hahah YumYum It so sweet! I love cup ice-crean cake

with fruit! It Yummy! well, got to go! Don't Let Me alone Anymore...

Everyone Change in my life,

Everyone start will the popular

leave their old friends.....

Bad Things had come,and I will

still Smile even I'm sad ,

this won't make peoples unhappy

This is why I look happy in the outside,

and hurt in the inside.......

This acting is so hard is just

so hard...I'm Hurt Now...

All I wanted was you.....

I find My ways...

Apologizing does not always the right things,

Just Like You and Me again....First met like Love Bug,

But who know you hurt everyone..Your Friends,You

hurt me the most...And I Hate You,it may seem I'm the

Playful one but in Fact, I hurt the most! A hot Knife thought the

Butter...you doing silly things! Why? Why? you know me the

Most! but what to do? I only staying here to listen to you

every days, Miss you crazy,all day alone in the dark corner

Love Me my dear? Trust Me I'm paying the most....

seeing you with love ones..I'm hate it!

Have You ever know why I Love You? Because of you

Love...Make me like eating Love Drugs, Kiss me Just Once

I give all my heart for you...:D laugh my Sweet Heart!
Don't Care Me, Run On! it time to let you go!

Now, I going to do what I gonna do so, sweet heart,

Remember once I love you and never forget you not even once

Run,Run with me! start Apologizing :D

Remember me like a sweet Dream,

Run On and never turn it back I be

your back to support you all the pains..

Use My arm to hold you in when it rains,

Hug me to death, think how love is make

for you and me Kiss me just once on my Lips

And I'll will be your comfort every days :D

I need other part to make my heart keeps pumping...

Yupss!

time files very fast...But at the school,*HATE*

I don't feel like happy at all :( please tell me what

to do?Being emo is not good at all..like every things

seems to be lost and dark..there no even a light,no not

baby you pictures were gone..everythings gone gone

gone no more....God change my life, he wants me to walk

the other side like losing everythings again...I want to hate

you but I can't.it pain you can think it,but you can't you living

your own happy world I living in fake world,I just can't stop thinking of you...why?why? everyone live in

happy world why must I live in the emo world?

what did I do to make you hurt?Shall I run back

the time to stop everythings? but it impossible

if I only have my last very breath,I willing to say

'Your the one I love the most'