Can we be Forever?

I hold you in my arms to warm you when you get hurt...
I'm need to say
'I Love you' right now or there no more time....
I'm got to hug you forever and never let you go..
when I hug you I know it forever that why I couldn't let you go
I gonna kiss you or there no place for me...
I remember the first time we met, do you remember?

You really change my life..
You change anything...
Your the one I swear...
Please Don't for get me..
Maybe we can be more than friends
Maybe I could say 'I Love You!'
First..I look emo now I'm Good
cause without you my life is died
I need you forever....
And Lend you my arms forever...
Cause I want you know can we be more than friends?
Be together forever and ever?

why GOD want to hurt me?

Today: sunshine
mood: damn sad...

Toady is the good day to go out but cannot my mum is so bad...I Miss Ee Ling..God really bully me i thought god would treat me nice but no anymore Please God let me have my freedom?I need freedom too!*sight* Life is so hard to walk....Next Years i think Ee Ling will be sad again...and gonna work hard!for PSLE or else no chance I use to trick but not anymore cause it over now now i not the old girl now my mind is up i will do anythiny with thinking! mean i will do well in PSLE but i still miss Ee Ling... and D who always i been finding for i love you D! when 17 i will go and find you

Last day of school..

Today: Rain Heavily
Mood: Normal

Today not really that happy...I woke up, my mum make joke..Ha ha then after reach the school I was reading a book title APPLE a true Love story that made me cry so touched and after that we sat our place for next year mean 6.3 saw that Ee Ling really sad...and miss her i thought it just a dream but in fact not...went back to take Chinese lesson saw that my teacher ask Ee Ling which one of your friends go the same class as you? she said none of them all my best friends go 6.3...she really like crying i really hope that she is the same class as them without me it OK....as long as she is happy I won't mind anymore cause the most important things is She happy!
what I was is to find D back!

What is Friends are for???

Today: Overcast
Mood: Sad

i may have bit a lot of day never writing letter right? By the way, today wasn't really good...I may go 6.3 class next year...but my Best friend Ee Ling go to 6.2...maybe she more clever I just too stupid...Never be with the same class cause this our Fate Nobody want it But she may think that I was happy but the truth it not...My heart breakin...And I can see Melissa also sad as she also 6.3 but both of they think that i was happy but seen not i miss her the most..I'm her best friend but she didn't not care about...but play with them when 12pm cause gotta go her class I really hate to go 6.3...I miss her so much..I been waiting Ee Ling for 2 years! do you know it hard to wait for her to be with me again...My BEST FRIEND! 2 YEARS! so pain did you know? But she seen don't care! I MISS HER PIANFUL I been wait for her seen P5 now maybe not she will be very happy! ever seen for different class from her on P5 she change alot she go with the popular people and left me alone at recces! I was really alone cause no one I know...But she always go with the popular people i was alone but now not I am so Popular in 5.3A everybody like to talk to me play with care about me...I remember I was crying and look so sad but only My classmate care me always there for me but Ee Ling not! she play with them and don't care about me...I miss her but she not here.....
what i want the most To find D back...I gotta find D back....
Heart painful!

Shall I forget about you?

Today: Cloudy
Mood: alright...
today wasn't good but still alright..In the morning,That Guy goes again give me a water LOVE and a necklace that say 'Forever Love!' OMG this killing me i want to stop giving me but why?nobody want to talk to me I Mean guy la...Not even Jia Ping my best friend! Today he did not come to school why? I miss Him! OMG why? i really lonely when Jia Ping never want to talk to me as he was angry about that Guy as he like me....But I treat him as my brother....Why they like me? I mean I ungly, stupid ,idiot! I just like an idiot!!! But I misss him and maybe i should tell that Guy to stop liking me!! even my teacher know that he like me....But i don't i treat him as my bother so do Jia Ping and other guy la....I miss Jia Ping sia.....feeling lonely....
and toda Ee Ling was happy asshe got Melissa Maybe I should forget about her like what we used to those few days...But i can't I always meet her *sight*
But the way,where are you D? I miss you D I will go and find you!!! No Worry I always love you D!!!!

what am I going to do??

Today:Overcast...
Mood:Crazy

Today morning wake up,ready to go school when need to go school my mum say she want to call the school to see whether I am lying or what la? i really hate my mum and my sister hate them idiot person! By the Way, although i can't see Ee Ling but it alright...We take a lots of photo on a Fosert and many plants and small animals...by the way The (guy) give me a present on moorning when he come to school he give me bear,chocloto and some letter hahaha....and we take lots of lots pictures at there with The (guy) many of us cause we forced too.....and walk really tired and our teacher take photo too and we can rest in a cafe we brought food and share together...FUN after that we take picture again...Until Ee Ling say that she could go to a chinese class with me AT outside which mean we could sit together...yeah! After that we went back to school we were so tired...and got home while on downstair I say to my friend Kah Siang that shall we leave our house and go other country to live there with some my friend? Cause I am very stress and need to Find D tooo and my family always treat me badly...and tell him shall we? He want to leave the house too He just too scared and worry the both of us and our parents...he still thinking hardly and i tell he to give me the answer on monday... wish that he would say YES...
ANd D could you tell me where you are? I need to find you!

My life is death!

Today:Rain a little.....
Mood:REally bad

today exam paper out..i got 34 for my english...math 55 but all this not good really sad and got cry whishing that my life would end!if i ca't pass my EXAM done no more time to find you D! i miss you! D Please come back!

Today not only the exam,Ee ling was with Melissa so happy and forget about me,Saw that Ee ling was playin when they was at the bus bay...saw Ee Ling don't want to let melissa go...like they was best friend forever....I thought it me? I miss her! Please come back...PLEASE D and Ee Ling please come back I Miss THE BOTH IF YOU! MY LIFE IS ENDED!

Maybe I should'nt!

Today: overcast...
Mood: alright..

today sad and happy...worry about my exam...
by the way today at art class i was really happy with jia ping,owen they all....but after all that,without ee ling After school gonna go lad to do work while having lunch..i felt that i was too lonely..no friend, no nothing..missing ee ling hurting me...i miss her my best friend....after go lab i was playin with her but melissa was too ...she win now maybe i should'nt meet her may i should'nt be with her but no use to miss her....
And D where are you? i been searching you could you tell me where you are i wwant you i missing you crazzy!Love you deeply!