Can't I Just Say 'I Love You' In One Second?

And I Can't Get You off my mind,No matter How I try...

I still Miss you all the Time! I'm sorry Miss you alot

Cause I'm too Love you, no matter what happened....

Please Be mine don't leave me all alone here....

I think I miss you alot and can't kill the heart

between us....I need to run away from the truth

GO AWAY from me please?I HATE IT! Can't I say

I Love You in Many words maybe I should! I'm sorry

Love You More Than I could Not say...

I promises D to find you Back in no matter what

happened to you or me Cause I really Love you...

Love,Hate,Care,Miss all belong to You and Me

Every things I do just wanna have you back to me

No Matter World going to end..I just wanna hold

your hand and say 'Your Mine Forever'

My Heart Breaking Apart...

It Christmas!

Although today is Xmas, but I don't have the mood at all the pain still inside...But I promise someone must be happy when is Christmas and I'm trying..It too hard...And Ysd, went out but everything seem really weird!Everythings I'm thinking come alive...REALLY ALIVE and SCARY! But my heart broken went I heard my best Friend broken our Friendship it hurt!and Hate It! I just wanna Know why...Now I 'm really lonely with no friends nor family care....why is everythings come true? it is the price I pay? It hurt me better than you right? maybe it is...What Most Important to me is D and My future! so I should forget all the past star A new leave again! so,I should Be Happy! forget about my friends...sad memories...Trying to smile! :D

A lonely girl just wanna have fun and friends

Is that so hard? But to me is hard...

Never knew I needed so hard!

Love is Great

Today Mood really happy in an early morning

Know why?My crush Just Thank me! it the first

time in my Life But I know it real! it really real

No lieing! it real! Now I know what is falling in love

like!really make people HAPPY I want the moment

to stay FOREVER....I want it to stay Forever

REALLY HAPPY! that words make me really alive

one dead girl heard 'thank:D' make her alive like

a love story...

Hope that moment NEVER END............

We Breaking Down

From Now onward...I gonna forget you.....I'm sorry

Even thought you may think I'm Joking...but

I'm real...I think we less talk and don't talk at all

cause You and I is Over.......Just break it......

You hurt me alot....And I don't wanna be that

as I say I let go of you and things MUST be done

And I'm sorry that I hurt you but you MUST be

happy.......even thought i not important to you...

But I still want you to find you own Happiness!

Everything is black but when someone is happy

everything change even the colour of your smile...

I'm Alone Now

Ysd Night, I slept at 10 something then beside me there

a small white string then I pull it using my two hands

One of the hands holding the other side then I was thinking

Of sad memories again...I think I should let go of the string mean

let go of you? or should I not?

If I don't let go of you,you will get hurt and may be sad...

If I let go of you, I will get hurt but you have happiness

So I decided to let you go and I really get hurt but as long as

you find your happiness,goodbye my love one follow your

Crush.......And I let go of the string.......I'm sorry

And I should be alone here to protect you forever...

Meeting you like an angle

By your side get Hurt

Losing you is Devil

Never let you go

I will never let you go

I will wait for you

All here All day....

I just want to hug

You forever and

Never let you go

again...

tell me you want to

be with me forever

I just happy to see you

why can't you let me?

I wanna Hug you forever.......

Never let you go.......

Can we be Forever?

I hold you in my arms to warm you when you get hurt...
I'm need to say
'I Love you' right now or there no more time....
I'm got to hug you forever and never let you go..
when I hug you I know it forever that why I couldn't let you go
I gonna kiss you or there no place for me...
I remember the first time we met, do you remember?

You really change my life..
You change anything...
Your the one I swear...
Please Don't for get me..
Maybe we can be more than friends
Maybe I could say 'I Love You!'
First..I look emo now I'm Good
cause without you my life is died
I need you forever....
And Lend you my arms forever...
Cause I want you know can we be more than friends?
Be together forever and ever?

why GOD want to hurt me?

Today: sunshine
mood: damn sad...

Toady is the good day to go out but cannot my mum is so bad...I Miss Ee Ling..God really bully me i thought god would treat me nice but no anymore Please God let me have my freedom?I need freedom too!*sight* Life is so hard to walk....Next Years i think Ee Ling will be sad again...and gonna work hard!for PSLE or else no chance I use to trick but not anymore cause it over now now i not the old girl now my mind is up i will do anythiny with thinking! mean i will do well in PSLE but i still miss Ee Ling... and D who always i been finding for i love you D! when 17 i will go and find you

Last day of school..

Today: Rain Heavily
Mood: Normal

Today not really that happy...I woke up, my mum make joke..Ha ha then after reach the school I was reading a book title APPLE a true Love story that made me cry so touched and after that we sat our place for next year mean 6.3 saw that Ee Ling really sad...and miss her i thought it just a dream but in fact not...went back to take Chinese lesson saw that my teacher ask Ee Ling which one of your friends go the same class as you? she said none of them all my best friends go 6.3...she really like crying i really hope that she is the same class as them without me it OK....as long as she is happy I won't mind anymore cause the most important things is She happy!
what I was is to find D back!

What is Friends are for???

Today: Overcast
Mood: Sad

i may have bit a lot of day never writing letter right? By the way, today wasn't really good...I may go 6.3 class next year...but my Best friend Ee Ling go to 6.2...maybe she more clever I just too stupid...Never be with the same class cause this our Fate Nobody want it But she may think that I was happy but the truth it not...My heart breakin...And I can see Melissa also sad as she also 6.3 but both of they think that i was happy but seen not i miss her the most..I'm her best friend but she didn't not care about...but play with them when 12pm cause gotta go her class I really hate to go 6.3...I miss her so much..I been waiting Ee Ling for 2 years! do you know it hard to wait for her to be with me again...My BEST FRIEND! 2 YEARS! so pain did you know? But she seen don't care! I MISS HER PIANFUL I been wait for her seen P5 now maybe not she will be very happy! ever seen for different class from her on P5 she change alot she go with the popular people and left me alone at recces! I was really alone cause no one I know...But she always go with the popular people i was alone but now not I am so Popular in 5.3A everybody like to talk to me play with care about me...I remember I was crying and look so sad but only My classmate care me always there for me but Ee Ling not! she play with them and don't care about me...I miss her but she not here.....
what i want the most To find D back...I gotta find D back....
Heart painful!

Shall I forget about you?

Today: Cloudy
Mood: alright...
today wasn't good but still alright..In the morning,That Guy goes again give me a water LOVE and a necklace that say 'Forever Love!' OMG this killing me i want to stop giving me but why?nobody want to talk to me I Mean guy la...Not even Jia Ping my best friend! Today he did not come to school why? I miss Him! OMG why? i really lonely when Jia Ping never want to talk to me as he was angry about that Guy as he like me....But I treat him as my brother....Why they like me? I mean I ungly, stupid ,idiot! I just like an idiot!!! But I misss him and maybe i should tell that Guy to stop liking me!! even my teacher know that he like me....But i don't i treat him as my bother so do Jia Ping and other guy la....I miss Jia Ping sia.....feeling lonely....
and toda Ee Ling was happy asshe got Melissa Maybe I should forget about her like what we used to those few days...But i can't I always meet her *sight*
But the way,where are you D? I miss you D I will go and find you!!! No Worry I always love you D!!!!

what am I going to do??

Today:Overcast...
Mood:Crazy

Today morning wake up,ready to go school when need to go school my mum say she want to call the school to see whether I am lying or what la? i really hate my mum and my sister hate them idiot person! By the Way, although i can't see Ee Ling but it alright...We take a lots of photo on a Fosert and many plants and small animals...by the way The (guy) give me a present on moorning when he come to school he give me bear,chocloto and some letter hahaha....and we take lots of lots pictures at there with The (guy) many of us cause we forced too.....and walk really tired and our teacher take photo too and we can rest in a cafe we brought food and share together...FUN after that we take picture again...Until Ee Ling say that she could go to a chinese class with me AT outside which mean we could sit together...yeah! After that we went back to school we were so tired...and got home while on downstair I say to my friend Kah Siang that shall we leave our house and go other country to live there with some my friend? Cause I am very stress and need to Find D tooo and my family always treat me badly...and tell him shall we? He want to leave the house too He just too scared and worry the both of us and our parents...he still thinking hardly and i tell he to give me the answer on monday... wish that he would say YES...
ANd D could you tell me where you are? I need to find you!

My life is death!

Today:Rain a little.....
Mood:REally bad

today exam paper out..i got 34 for my english...math 55 but all this not good really sad and got cry whishing that my life would end!if i ca't pass my EXAM done no more time to find you D! i miss you! D Please come back!

Today not only the exam,Ee ling was with Melissa so happy and forget about me,Saw that Ee ling was playin when they was at the bus bay...saw Ee Ling don't want to let melissa go...like they was best friend forever....I thought it me? I miss her! Please come back...PLEASE D and Ee Ling please come back I Miss THE BOTH IF YOU! MY LIFE IS ENDED!

Maybe I should'nt!

Today: overcast...
Mood: alright..

today sad and happy...worry about my exam...
by the way today at art class i was really happy with jia ping,owen they all....but after all that,without ee ling After school gonna go lad to do work while having lunch..i felt that i was too lonely..no friend, no nothing..missing ee ling hurting me...i miss her my best friend....after go lab i was playin with her but melissa was too ...she win now maybe i should'nt meet her may i should'nt be with her but no use to miss her....
And D where are you? i been searching you could you tell me where you are i wwant you i missing you crazzy!Love you deeply!

Need find you

Today:Sunny
Mood: Sad

Can I forget about you? and I miss you every time! Could you Tell me why and How can i forget about you? and it really painful to forget about you! just like a knife cutting my heart really hurt! D I miss you! And please answer the phone when every time i call you please.....i really miss you please tell me where you are and what are you doing ?i really need to find you and got to find you.........

i'm all alone here

i'm just a kid why god why are you hurting me...why are we going over and over again i don't want a fight but why are you keep on fight with me? I miss you can we be best friend agian? i really miss you...please come back! Ee Ling i really want our friendship back please put it back stop fight with me...i need you and thing wasn't right to say so! can't be with or without you! after leaving you i know you felt sad and alone but wat else can i do!

no your've with me.......I will still find you...D! I want you back Please let me meet her again please! i really need her D! I will still find you D

Everytimes I say that our friendship break....

I'm so sorry to break up with you i didn't mean it but i think it better to break up...cause you felt better with her then with me...maybe you never ever see me again...the truth is eveytimes we lie to each other you still care about her i still can see it in the eyes this is the price to pay for being doesnn't care about me and left me outside the crowd i'm sorry but is good for you got to break up our friendship i'm sorry....Ee Ling we can't be best friend anymore...as when we be togerther we don't have feeling of each other....got to break it up.......Forget about me please........

who will i be?

hmmmm...who will i be? should i chose to be a singer or play sport or poilce?i wish to make my new song i write song too guess wat song? i name it 'hiding inside'i wrote it and i sing it too haha....and i wish to sing in the stage cause i wish to be a singer and also can be a artist too haha
and today a bit happy as today very tired cause work alot died died liao......

haha lols

Today not really good, at computer lad la the stupid owen...always see my blog.. and so playful and never do his work hahah..but he look like sissy sia.. don't say about him anymore la....but today Jia Ping look very sad..I think he cannot forget about Zhang Yan and Cherleine also cannot forget about Zhang Yan but...she want to protect Jia Xin bye bye no more to tallk sia bye.....

today overcast,i was in my uncle's car i was thinking and hoping if rain mean ee ling will forgive me...if not mean not forgive me....but when suddenly it rain a little and i when to play with the rain i felt so happy but when i going home i trn oh the compter and go eeling's blog and saw that she still would not forgive me i was so shock and sad and don't know what to do.....

About me

Hello There,
My Name is :Lih Tyng also known as Pineapple or Venus that my family call me..
Height aim:172

Wanted:My crush
Dream: A singer
Hoping : become a singer,songwriter,actor
wanted to Go:Hollywood
A true Friends

I just a girl who wanted to become a singer and go Hollywood...Please Grant my wish...
and love writing songs i wrote already 1 to 10 songs...He He
Love singing!
Jumping out and down with my rock guitar
Hit that beat too!
I don't scared of crowd I love singing in front of them!

I just a girl who always get hurt sometimes...
Everyday is the painful of my life,
Been waiting here every second and day for you
Hate It!
wish to become singer quick
I'm not want many money even I a singer
I just wanna find and hate waiting here for you all day
and also I got my reason why?